I cant see

I cant see my future,

Which i thought i saw it last time!

Another words,

I am lost.

Many times i keep thinking,

Whether my dream still burning?

Or i still remember where i want to go?

Lost is a scary,

With a lot of fear...

It just like you step into the jungle,

Alone and it on dark night!

With unclear path lay upon you,

You have choice,

To choose which path you want to take,

But you are unclear where is your destination,

When your future is still dark,

Step by step you run,

Hope to reach the end, 

But where is my end,

It seem no end!

Where each stop is another begin,

I keep running and running,

Yet still in the same path with no ending....

Maybe i am comfort with the path i took,

Where i am so bless with what i have,

That make me even lost!

So, I am blind,

For this moment,

I am busy running to the end,

But cant see the direction and destination!

Change

Change, 

it always remind me the most constant things in the world is CHANGE!

it undeniable,

i always know the facts people change, world change and definitely everything change.

When look back to past,

i always realize how much changes i have made!

the me today is never be the me yesterday.

Change is a must,

No one can remain unchanged.

no matter what things always change even u remain the same. 

Sometime, 

i feel change is very traumatic,

it move u from one end to the other end of your emotion scales,

just a few secs,

you can feel the impacts,

some people change faster than the speed of light....

it make me feel that why this people at that moment is like this,

next moment is like that!

One haunted change i felt is how much people surround u change,

in just a short of time,

many things become different,

Please dont be naive that things will remain the same,

and people will be always like this!

No!

I learned from this nature law of world,

is keep changing....

i think i still too passive in changing,

which i am seeking more visible and dramatic change in me,

i know i need changes in many ways,

it so importance to change yourself,

but i means here is the good change,

However sometime u not able to tell the change is good or bad,

because u not able to tell,

i always hold this belief,

good or bad of anything is not an absolute,

when u thought it was a good things,

but next moment u found out actually it not a good things.

In this world today,

i really think we need change to survive,

many things changes,

the government, economic, financial, all you could name it...

but none of the changes faster than a person change.

I experienced a person who is this,

and it shocked me when i see the process this person change,

sometime this type of change leave us trauma,

and it make us feel upset and frustration,

with the question,

why he/she become like this?

let not look external, 

sometimes even ourselves dont aware we change,

until someone told us.

Reality is 

many changes is not beyond your control,

and a small change lead to another change,

the impact is keep rolling,

Once i face that this and that is not what i can control, 

because it beyond my control,

instead of let it keep control me,

i make an effort to change,

every little change make impact on me,

what the biggest challenges is perspective change.

many things change when u change your views and belief,

you will find out how the world is difference.

I know change is a part of my life,

i know it not only me,

it also mean my environments, people, ...

i always give change a chance,

and go for positive change.

just a moment ago,

i watched the video that my friend who have make a change,

i proud of her,

and i m glad i support her to make the change,

and given any chance,

i willing to change the world for better place,

Let us together make changes,

Changes toward positive.

Changes toward better us.

Changes toward a better future!