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Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Sunway Trip !

tis pic take at front entrance of sunway theme park............
ya,we nid the band as ticket to entry....did u guy notice the blue band we holding?



hey ,everyone tis pic we take before we enter theme park>>>>



>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>welcome to sunway lagoon

we pose before entry....smile ladies : >





we din intend to wear same colour bt it so yuan fen we wear same colour shirt- red ,luckly no bull around..








































oh.....we wait eagerly for the water to pour down so we can get wet...oh...it coming......








UKM style.....carrying umbrella.....












i like this place....is for us to shower n accompany with music,,,it let me wanna 2 dance at there...














































































































ahhhh,so hungry after play whole day..we ate at sushigroove...


















our foods still haven came,so we pose n capture few pic first....




















finally.....





















after eat we shop around...we now at front entrance of sunway piramid..













































two sarawakian , from catcity....here we are at sunway








































































































































we said goodbye to sunway....we will came again next time...the end of our journey today ....



























Sunday, November 16, 2008

The days After exam!!!

Hooray,finally finish exam !!! 15 nov 2008 4.30pm...i free from jail...it time to play n having fun....first we must celebrate this happy momment...as soon as i finished exam,we went to take dinner at hentian kajang.then the next day which is today,i went to Shopping at Times Square, Sungai Wang,BB Plaza n Lot 10.ahhh so long din hang out liaw.Tmr i m going to sunway.....let view the pic i take ,the fun momment that couldn`t miss...

Yeah,how it look like???huh,should i brought this hat?nice o nt?

hah,this beautiful lady is ...of course nt me lah...so sexy o!if ukm can wear watever u like,i sure she will wear sexy like this....

Fung chien ,choi Lian ,Sok ling ,me N Chai ni....we take lunch at Old Town ,Sungai Wang before start our shopping...ehhh,must fill our stomach so we have enough energy to shop..>>>



The 4 of us try to promote Old Town Menu...look like we must get some publisty fees frm them...hehe


A nice advertise,so must pose to show everyone....Everyone is beautiful ...i like this..that mean,i oso....





4 shopaholic lady ready n plan to shop every shop we pass....here we go...





At Hentian Kajang,we went dinner to celebrate our happy momment!!





Monday, November 10, 2008

The road i taken,
Is not the road i choose,
Is the road that god create,
That i cant see the bright of it.

It was my mistake,
That lead to today suffer,
It was my drunking choice,
That i hate very much.

My road i plan to take,
It far from where i take,
From the day i walk this road,
I know it not belong to mine.

On half way,
I stop and want to change,
But it our honour god,
Ask me to go ahead.

Once again,
I stood at the t-juntion,
Keep wonder which road i should take,
The one been create or the one i plan.

To take the road i plan,
It may against the promise of better tomorrow,
To take the road been create,
Will make me lost all the way.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Was ist Ihr Hobby?
ans - one hobby
Mein Hobby ist xxxx
- > 1 hobby
Meine Hobbys sind xxx, xxx und, xxx.

Here is the list of hobbys

Fischen - Fishing
Fotografieren - Take Photo
Fernsehen - Watch Tv
Schwimmen - Swimming
Kochen - Cooking
Stricken - Knitting
Zelten - Camping
Schlafen - Sleeping
Joggen - Jogging
Basketball spielen - Play Basketball
Federball spielen - Play Badminton
Schach spielen - Play chess
Golf spielen -Play Golf
Tischtennis Spielen - Play table tennis
Gitarre Spielen -Play Guitar
Geige Spielen - Play Violin
I m Garten arbeiten - Gardening
I m Internet surfen - Surf net
Rad Fahren - Cycling
Plaudern - Chatting
Ins Kino gehen - Go cinema
Ins Theater gehen -Go theater
Ins Konzert gehen - Go concert
In die Bar gehen - Go clubbing
In die Diskothek gehen - Go disco
In die Bibliothek gehen - Go library
Einkaufen Gehen - Go shopping
Spazieren gehen -Go walk
Briefmarken Sammeln - Collect stamp
Yoga machen - yoga
Kegeln - Bowling
Singen - To sing
Tanzen - dancing
Fremsprachen lernen - Learn foreign language
Malen - Painting
Zeichnen - Drawing
Boxen- boxing
Ringen - Wristling
Faulenzen - To lay around
Karten spielen - Play card


Meine hobbys sind fernsehen , schwimmen ,federball spielen , einkaufen gehen und lesen.

und ihr hobby? (and ur hobby ?)

Stresss!!!

see how messy my table n bed...ai look at those papers n books,argh still gt a lt to study.....
ahrggggg,when i can get out of jail????/so tired to pia liaw....my heart and my whole mind keep struggle ...no mood to study ahhhh,cham ,tmr i gt german test bt still din feel wan to touch it at all.....a pile of books on my table n my bed as well...can`t stand at all...how i gonna to continue my life in the prison!!!! hope exam will pass soonnnn n very sooon so i hav the freedom to do wat i enjoy to....hang
out...watch tv....and all sort of things that nt need being feel pressure and stress abt.....it really suffer to do something that u dun like ...it like wat i doing now..study a course i dun even hav any interest to make me go ahead...oh my god,,what type of challenge n roadblock u try to put on me...i just worry i mightg nt able to carry that much push o force and at the end i might become crazy o psycho..no matter how elastic a rubberband,it will turn into 2 if too much strength of pull put on it....i din hope i become like tat o i won`t let myself face this situation....i will move forward even no direction,the only thing is i always LOST in the way!!!all the best ....

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

SAY THIS IN GERMAN TO YOUR LOVE ONE TODAY!

Guten Tag - Good Day
Guten Morgen - Good Morning
Guten Abend - Good Evening
Guten Nacht -Good Nite
Ich liebe dich - I love u.
Danke schon - Thanx
Bitte schon -U r welcome

EXAM WEEK!!

ARG!!! Exam start from this week until next week.Really suffering leh!! I din einkaufen gehen ( go shopping in german ) so long. it like stay into Jail ,huh. bt i did plan a full list of hang out plan.....gonna to enjoy after exam bt now pia first...let the hard come first then enjoy later ...haha

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Saturday, September 20, 2008

Going back!

I been waiting for tmr to come...that is go home...but my feeling of go home is not as strong as i was here two month ago...look like i adapt the life here very fast....mb i will feel strange when i back home when everything here was so different...hopefully i will show to my parents how independent i m when i back...let they know i can do it...bt have to thank to them to give me a chance to be independent..at least i quite differ rite now...that a good experience for me ...as human learn how to appreaciate when they din get what lost something...i hope i could get a long sleep when i back....coz i hav sleepless nite,maybe i was too excited to go back...bt too back i got 3 assignment to go back with me...ai,can`t even have a free holiday,still have to work like bee when back....i miss my room- privacy space....i miss the foods that my mom cook....i miss my frens....i miss exercise-so long din do exercise,no wonder i get fatter.....ah,still got 17 hours to go...happy holiday.......

Sunday, August 31, 2008

心情

最近我的心情变得比天气还要快!—下了心情好一下子心情坏,不知道为什么?我的心情如此不定!感觉自已的心情一直在随着环境变!明明我知道心情是决定于心境而不是环境但我现在的心境真的很乱,因为我正在勉强自己做不喜观的事情。我不喜观读环境科学这一科却要学这一科,Ai ,在准备考试的我,难免心情底落,深受压力。所以我总会告诉自己要坚强面对所有challenges!无伦如向我都的妇决定要去拿心里学我不想再痛苦下去。我不想痛苦过这三年,然后又去做我不喜观的工作,就这样的度过这一生!但在我还没有读心里学前我要读完整个semester因为下个学期才能换去。所以无伦如何都要咬着牙根走下去。希望自己能够坚持下去,把这半年的时间过的精才,多认识大学的生活。加油!

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Life at UKM!

I never ever throught i will study at this uni before..everythings is out of what i planned.i never thought want to study environmental science..n how stupid i m to put the course that nt my interest as first choice of my upu list...ai,that was the most regretful thing i have to done...bt made the choice to try love environmental science was even the bad decision as well, i think i had take wrong step from the begining....n now i suffer from my decision by studying something i don`t like.....but finally i make a decision to prevent myself continue taking wrong step....i want to study psychology,the course that i love so muchhh...even u ask me to sacrife a year waiting ...i still willing...now,i just wait i finish my first sem quickly so i can change to psychology ....by the way....hope i enjoy the rest few month at uni with the course i nt interest...

Sunday, August 10, 2008

WE NOW AT TERENGGANU .....BEFORE OUR TRIP TO PULAU KAPAS.WE AT THERE AT EARLY OF MRG,SO U CAN SEE OUR TIRED FACE....
COOL LEHHHH,SUNNY GAL WITH BEAUTIFUL SEA VIEW.
4 GALS IN ONE CHALET ....
SO BEAUTIFUL THE LADY IN FRONT OF ME LEH....THOSE GUY WHO WANT TO NOE HER...MUST CHIA ME FIRST.





Monday, June 16, 2008


How is the view here ?nice? Did it as beauty as the person in the pic? Haha..jk ..frm here u can see half of the theme park leh

hi,
It time to sit and enjoy coffee from starbuck after explore Genting the whole day…-patrine

Thursday, May 29, 2008

MY STORY


I had mixed feeling right now. Actually I cannot catch what I m thinking in my mind. But one thing for sure is that I got a lot of rubbish emotion and feeling keep accumulates. My heart is imbalance. I know if this condition continues, it will bring another wave of depression. I try my very best to manage my emotions and problems. Before I solve or manage my problems, there raise another wave of problems. I m getting more problems that unsolved. Or in other way those problems is tough to solve. It not as easy like ABC .Especially, I try to change my lifestyle .I want a new me, a more perfect me. Changing yourself really require a lot persistent and courageous, Cause I nearly give up of forget what I plan to change. Maybe there are too much things to changes. There still need more effort and longer time to change. That why every night is a nightmare 4 me. When I close my eyes, I see a lot of problems raise up. That sure lower down my sleep quality. And of cause I struggle for few hours before I finally sleep. The next morning, I wake up with tired body and headache.
Recently, I face many hard decision, Give up my thinking to reality, face a lot rejected, and as well as my relationship with others. It seem like everything’s came in one, People used to said when u bad luck, there more bad event following you. IT Seem like a curse for me. Since form 4, I face a lot of rain and thunder storm. Sure, I face a lot of failure and going thought a lot of down moment. My luck also din get well when I has decide to step into dark and horrible adult stage, it make my ways even darker .No matter how hard I try to find my ways out ,it still like without a dim of light to shine my direction .In darkness, of cause I fall down and hurt frequently . sometime ,I even feel numb about bad things happen to me. Even in emergency moment, I keep stay calm and cool .maybe it just small bad
things compare to what I face before. I know there is a block that blocks my happiness .Tell u the truth; I lose my real happiness long ago. Do u know why I said real happiness .It because real happiness is a happiness u face that make u memories forever. The 20 year journey of my life , like walking though a marathon .I dun even remember what I have went thought this 20 years. Or even worse I don’t know who am I? And dun even knows which character I act in this society. I keep telling myself I want to be successful woman in this world .but it seems like a dream more than reality. I also not really sure how much dream I had throw away. Now ,i really wish raining stay away of me and hope to have bright future. I believe there better tomorrow waiting for me.

Monday, May 26, 2008

TWO ‘HER’ I ADMIRE!
Of course I won`t tell who are they. But they really influence me a lot. But one thing’s for sure is that both of them have quite the same behavior and attitude. Maybe is they common attitude make me admire them. One day, I sit down and think. Why I admire them? What make me admire them? In a flash of light, I Know the answer .It was because THEY HAVE SOMETHING that I LACK OF. I WANT TO BE LIKE THEM. It was they have the attitude I want myself to have. What attitude? It was not fear to present them emotion, not fear to reject other, not fear to express them feeling. It all about FEAR! I simply fear when doing a lot of things. It set me back and makes me lost a lot of chance .It pretty sad. I think my fear is come from failure and rejection. It my negative experiences that make me become so afraid to lose and reject. Let me tell the story about them. In fact, both of them are the great people and successful in certain area . First Her ,she really good in academic and social life. She has her own personality. Haha , quite fierce and brave. She really good in scolding and argue with people. Ai, I think she should become debater. Sure she can be the best debater. Cause she got a bunch of reason to fight her fact with you. As long as she got her point, she with argue with you until you raise white flag! she is a straight forward person, if she dislike or unapproved what you doing, her face surely show everything .Ha, when she angry ,you better run away ,cause her voice can be cover five km area and can make you lose you hearing. So awesome leh, so every time she angry, no one dare to make any noise. All people worry they might be her target of shooting. Now, let talk about the other Her. She quite success in her career. At her young age ,she can consider a successful person. At first sight, she really acts and behavior certain ways like the first HER that I admire. I feel them somewhere alike. A certain movement or expression so much like the other HER. Sometime, I question whether they are twin in mental. Even physical alike twin doesn`t mean mentally alike. When I first saw her, she really look fierce like a tiger gonna to eat me. Then after get along with her sometime, I feel she only a bit aggressive nia. She really a playful and humor person. But when she angry she will tear off the whole building. And she makes u feel shame by scolding u in front of other. Luckily I haven`t be her target yet. But when she really in mood, she will treat u like your best friend, laughing and playing with you. The most common thing between them is they like to bully me and make me look like so pity. Then smile for the winning. They always saying something that make me jump high and make me uneasy …then they feel satisfies .how can got people like them? What to do, I m a strange person that like someone behave aggressive and oppose me. It so sweet and wonderful to have person we admire. It make me care a single move and single way they act. In order ways, they can be my teacher to fight with my fear. Moreover it really sweet to think all they good DEED to me and replay all memory about them really make me feel wonderful and sweet. One thing is they BAD and GOOD is not a matter for me anymore. Cause they plant a good image in my mind. Hope they have a bright and wonderful future.

Dream !

Close my eyes,
Full of tears,
There is sadness,
That overflows my mind
.

The reality that cruel,
It kills my heart,
Endless pain I feel,
Until it turn numb.

Every word you said,
Every move you make,
Is repeating in my mind,
Like a film playing.

It was a tornado,
Who swipe away my entire dream?
Now My dream vaporized in air,
And become tear in my eyes!

How many reality I need to see,
I feel insecure standing at the end of road,
There was no much choice to choose
One of the choices is give up.

SICHUAN EARTHQUAKE

The 7.8 earthquake that happen in china have bring a tragic to human .In fact, it had killed great figure of people in china. It really sad when u saw many people dead in TV and read news that figures of people dead increased each day. One thing I see from the nature disaster is LOVE AND KINDNESS of human which has been hiding due to our hectic lifestyle. You can see all party of emergency department and all the volunteer social workers have done after they earthquake. We can see they sacrifice themselves and they small family to complete the great mission .TO SAVE AND HELP AS MANY PEOPLE AS POSSIBLE .They put other people life as priority. I really have to say I m proud of them .Every of them is my heroes of me and the nation of china. Besides that, volunteers from all over the world rush to the scene to help and send the necessaries goods to all the survivors also make me realize there still got love inside every human heart and we are not a devils that only care for ourselves. If I got choice or know how to help ,sure I will straight flight to china and do whatever I can do for them ,instead of sitting here listen , read or watch the news. Moreover anyone who didn’t go to china to help, they still show there kindness and caring by donate money for them. You read in newspaper, who or what organization, give how much donation. It a good sigh that human still have love and kindness to give. Instead of only caring for themselves and the money they have. There were many angels born behind this disaster. The other things I saw behind the disaster is the amazing survivor which still didn’t give up they life after been trap for several days without foods and drinks. They don`t give up attitude should learn by all of us .And for those who chose commit suicide as the way of solving the problems; you have to think twice and be sorry for them. For people who live peacefully and happily here we have to appreciate what we had and do whatever we can do to help the victims of disaster. At here, I mourn for the dead and bless for those who survive.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Psychology Or Business?
Ai,this ques really bother me for such a long period. I dunno which courses should i choose ...really headache when want to carefully decide ,coz my future is depend on my today decision.I just don`t want end up regret and blame myself for wrong decision. I found out i like psychology two year ago.Actually i not really bother about it existence before , and don`t know what it about.Until last 2 year when i join counselling club,i have more info and chance to get know it.then i found out psychology is what i looking for. It like finally found my way out since i been lost my way and direction quite long time.But there still got doubt and fear in me to study and choose this course.I know someday psychology will be the most popular and demand course.Even myself like this course a lot !I don`t dare to make decision to study psychology is i can see the future of it!i mean the job opportunity and the job field are none of what i ever think before.I never think to be social worker,cause i know i m not the type of caring and loving person.If u ask me to be counsellor,i will said i m not a good communicator and i dun really sure i like that job.Then if u ask me to be a psychologist if everyday i deal with psycho problem then i will end up to be patient of myself.Even a lot people ensure me that psychology is wide and bright course course it apply in our everyday routine,but i still got some kind of feeling that it not my cup of tea!What i really like to work is as a successful businesswoman or entrepreneur.I keen to work in corporate world as it suit my dream to become super rich woman.Besides ,i got at least 5o% like business course.Then something,i would think that business pathway are too compete and abundance of people choose that path.Can be said 1/3 of population choose bussiness,so it seem like to many bussiness graduate that the job available ,thus it lead unemployed.except u really a good bussiness graduate with all the soft skills,then ur chance to survive is much higher.So,both course got pro and con.Both course i like.I really don`t know how to choose.One thing is a few local university like HELP university and Monash University provide combination of bussiness and psychology.At first i target on Monash University ( Bachelor of psychology anf bussiness) But ,the course fee simply make me faint!It too much than i can afford.Then i now still consider bussiness psychology at Help University.I just need more time to choose.If anyone got any information about both of this course o now u are undergraduate ,i hope u can give some advises and comments.

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Time to break!!!!

Time to Break!
Does u ever dream u live in the way u like? Able sleep as long as u want, without being wake up by noisy and annoying alarm clock. Do whatever u like without concerning how much time u use and also without a long lists of schedule to follow….It was dream of everyone......and that easy and relay life has become a part of my life recently…Everyday, I can sleep until noon, thus my breakfast had become my lunch. Then, I will turn on the TV and live with it for the rest on my day... but not that worse lah, the most I watch tv is 5 hour per day…u may ask where the rest of hour I spend…well, I spend one or two hour taking nap…and the whole evening surfing net…U might wonder why I live so free n relax life? Cause I want to enjoy my life ….No lah, just kidding! I just take the opportunity to rest and give myself a break before I step into university soon. Moreover it was a reward for me. In Past few months, I live in tiring ,busy, stressful days , I went to work as soon as I finish the stpm war…make myself get into another rat race…At first, working is a new game for me and I feel fresh about it. Moreover I like my job very much and the most important is all my colleagues treat me well and teach me a lot …but soon, I getting tired in mentally and physically ..A day work can take away my energy and precious time. I don`t even have time to read books I plan to read to go where I want to go, to do the things I plan to do months ago….and etc. Then I quit that job after few months...my plan is to go for better and short working hour job...i did found it… I start worked the next day of my previous company last day. It not a good sign cause me still haven`t get out of tiredness…the continuous rat race really make me getting weak and lose my passion for working anymore..So I quit my second job after few days worked. I plan to give myself a break and as well as planning my future...it also give myself more time to know myself well and also to find way out of a big maze!!! Tell u the truth, living in such relaxing life really make me uncomfortable. I used to live in busy life. Suddenly slow down my path make me miserable a few days….by now I adjust quite well and feel more enjoying my life….For those, who had worked non- stop or live in hectic life for most of ur life…give urself a break…cause u might become more passion for ur future and see a better future .who Know u might gained more than what u have miss during racing!!!

HOW OUR MINDS WORKS?

HOW OUR MINDS WORKS?

Our you want after finish reading... I would like to share my recent find out with everyone who still wants to continue reading. minds are the most amazing complex system that makes us, as human differ from other organisms in the world. But most of human don’t know how to use it well. Why? It because that certain people include me couldn’t see how our mind does magic by making our dream came into reality! No kidding, it real. Now, you might think I am telling rubbish here. But wait... You can make any comment..thank!!! I think it really selfish if I keep this knowledge on my own .Besides, it really sad that the figure of people who don’t ever bother how the mind work to bring them to success. I m sorry to said I not yet success….but I found out there was 5 mental laws which help us success ….let me intro

1st mental law:
Law of cause and effect
It is basic law in the universe. Every action or event in your life, there was cause and effect. What you had inserted in your minds (Manner of thinking), will bring the outcome of what you put (the effect you experiencing now). You will get what you plant. The same theory apply to our mind, you will get what you want (effect) by insert the right input to you mind (cause). It impossible for you to get an A in exam when you keep reminds yourself how poor u did in last exam. In order to get A, you need to remind yourself that you can!

2nd mental law:
Law of control
It says that whatever you first decide to accept responsibility for you are able to control. Control your life requires accepting 100% responsibility for all your thoughts and action. As examples, you can control you thought by not taking drugs, not fighting and etc.It is YOU that control you minds! So, the quality of your minds is under your control. Sometimes, you saw people take drugs, It was themselves who NOT ABLE to control their mind well and lead to such illegal action.

3 rd mental law
Law of Belief
It says that whatever you first come to accept and believe ,become your reality .You have your own right to choose what to belief and the result base on your choice. Belief can bring u toward success and as well as bring you toward failure. If you have positive thought, then you tend to bring out positive outcome. Like the way you belief in god, the belief have give you a unknown power to do something that you think god is helping u ,but actually is the power of minds that lead you to what you wish! The most blind and false belief is self-limiting belief which lead to self-defeating. Self – limiting is main block to limit you to achieve higher. It limits what you actually can achieve.

4 th mental law
Law of concentration
You can develop success consciousness by concentrating successful outcome; equally, you can develop failure consciousness by concentrating unsuccessful outcome. You must first create mentally what you want to bring about physically, for when you adopt the mental view, you move more than halfway toward goal.

5 th mental law
Law of attraction
You ‘ll be surprised at how many good things and circumstances you’ll instinctively attract to yourself if you are positive, feel good about yourself, and are up to life. But it works boths ways. You’ll also be surprised at how many negative things and circumstances you’ll attract to yourself if you are pessimistic, feel bad about yourself, and are generally down on life.