at this moment..............

today i m filled wit emotion, mb there are some reason behind....i always cant control my emotion and been rule by it...no matter how hard i wan to supress it..it still appear.....ahrg...why it cant get out of my mind.....i think i shall learn the EQ management.....let forget about it.....let talk about my life....it seem everyday full of busy n piles of assignment, midsem, class, activities, facebooking.......everyday like running marathon, rushing do this and that....sometimes i also dunno what i m busy actually....i wonder i trying to escape many things using busy as reason....i noe in the busy i miss a lot of things, and actually many things are not running as schedule....should i stop, n think deeply about it? i seem live with my physical body without soul in me, it seem an empty inside me....somethings have missing....bt i dunno what is it? i feel empty even it look like full outsides.many thing actually cant be see by physical like our thought and feeling...what u can see just outsides....no one can understand a person, bt only u the one who understand urself better than no one else in earth..whatever feeling,suffering,happiness, sadness, angriness....and .....only urself know the feeling at the moment....no one understand even a person close to u! so, it hard to expect ppl to understand why u think like this, feel tat....coz no one gone through where u had gone...the path u taken never be the path of other......believe me, in this world, urself are the person most understand u.....

it all about - psychology

the more i study it the more i like it- psychology......i getting know more about our thinking...our behavior and many more..esp social psychology....which teach me a lot social knowledge which apply in everyday life....for sure i fall in love in social psychology....i so great able to study something i love and yet can apply in our life....actually psychology is like study of life....which i see my life more clearer and know much more the reasons hide behind every of my behavior and thinking....bt the true is i find out my passion toward it was nt that great...coz it dint bring me to the stage that i crazy and thinking abt it every moment like following a movie i like......mb becoz i face it everyday, every moment....n also all the assignment pressure,exam pressure....how good is no assignment and no exam....the study psychology will be very fun and enjoy....hahaha...i think psychology is a subject tat everyone should take...it can help a lt in many ways....bt i stil haven know to apply yet....

my laptop back!

it has been a long long process....i call to know process every week,i pray for it bc everynite,i think of it every moment especially when i need it to do piles of assignment...n i go through the down moment coz it has been a part of my life...without it, seem like missing something in my life....n the worst is i have to go cyber o com lab to do my assignment....after 1 month 3 week....finally it bc....while celebrate happy moment n welcome it bc....there unfortune event which my laptop power adapter lose!!! i did sent it to the person who repair my laptop bt they denied i did giv them.....

the life without laptop is very differ, i hav more time to do my things n nt addict to facebooking o surf net....in fact,i learn the truth and feel what the feeling of ppl who dont hav laptop at the begining of sem.....o some who nt afford to buy one....i hav to thank my parents who buy me a laptop before i enter uni, so i totally din feel the feeling of rushing here n there to do assignment n to surf net...it really make me feel i so lucky n xin fook...my parents hav give me so much n will fulfill most of my request ....bt i never realize and appreaciate it.....coz u never face the lost n need, u never know the feeling .....i m well protected n live in comfort zone......so...i shall nt blame god for nt provide me what i expect n accept been given.....