A problem is not a problem when you see opportunities in it!

Today,

This lesson taught me the long forgotten theory of life,

How many people in this world,

Success because they see problem so difference,

For them, Problem is just another way to make things better,

Problem is another platform to improve,

Problem is where it tell you this dont work!

In this world,

How many people have success,

When their seize opportunities in every problem.

How many business are build to solve problem,

Like those consulting company, counseling centre....

Everyone of us solve problem every moment,

Some people see it as a problem,

They choose to grumble about it,

Start complaint and blame people for it,

or another choice,

Is see opportunities in it,

And solve it.

Which one are you?

I cant see

I cant see my future,

Which i thought i saw it last time!

Another words,

I am lost.

Many times i keep thinking,

Whether my dream still burning?

Or i still remember where i want to go?

Lost is a scary,

With a lot of fear...

It just like you step into the jungle,

Alone and it on dark night!

With unclear path lay upon you,

You have choice,

To choose which path you want to take,

But you are unclear where is your destination,

When your future is still dark,

Step by step you run,

Hope to reach the end, 

But where is my end,

It seem no end!

Where each stop is another begin,

I keep running and running,

Yet still in the same path with no ending....

Maybe i am comfort with the path i took,

Where i am so bless with what i have,

That make me even lost!

So, I am blind,

For this moment,

I am busy running to the end,

But cant see the direction and destination!

Change

Change, 

it always remind me the most constant things in the world is CHANGE!

it undeniable,

i always know the facts people change, world change and definitely everything change.

When look back to past,

i always realize how much changes i have made!

the me today is never be the me yesterday.

Change is a must,

No one can remain unchanged.

no matter what things always change even u remain the same. 

Sometime, 

i feel change is very traumatic,

it move u from one end to the other end of your emotion scales,

just a few secs,

you can feel the impacts,

some people change faster than the speed of light....

it make me feel that why this people at that moment is like this,

next moment is like that!

One haunted change i felt is how much people surround u change,

in just a short of time,

many things become different,

Please dont be naive that things will remain the same,

and people will be always like this!

No!

I learned from this nature law of world,

is keep changing....

i think i still too passive in changing,

which i am seeking more visible and dramatic change in me,

i know i need changes in many ways,

it so importance to change yourself,

but i means here is the good change,

However sometime u not able to tell the change is good or bad,

because u not able to tell,

i always hold this belief,

good or bad of anything is not an absolute,

when u thought it was a good things,

but next moment u found out actually it not a good things.

In this world today,

i really think we need change to survive,

many things changes,

the government, economic, financial, all you could name it...

but none of the changes faster than a person change.

I experienced a person who is this,

and it shocked me when i see the process this person change,

sometime this type of change leave us trauma,

and it make us feel upset and frustration,

with the question,

why he/she become like this?

let not look external, 

sometimes even ourselves dont aware we change,

until someone told us.

Reality is 

many changes is not beyond your control,

and a small change lead to another change,

the impact is keep rolling,

Once i face that this and that is not what i can control, 

because it beyond my control,

instead of let it keep control me,

i make an effort to change,

every little change make impact on me,

what the biggest challenges is perspective change.

many things change when u change your views and belief,

you will find out how the world is difference.

I know change is a part of my life,

i know it not only me,

it also mean my environments, people, ...

i always give change a chance,

and go for positive change.

just a moment ago,

i watched the video that my friend who have make a change,

i proud of her,

and i m glad i support her to make the change,

and given any chance,

i willing to change the world for better place,

Let us together make changes,

Changes toward positive.

Changes toward better us.

Changes toward a better future!

不同的人生

我要的是不一样的人生，
不是那平凡又无味的生活。。。

突然很有感触，
很想过非一般的生活，
过这那有使命感的人生。。
不是为自已而活，
而是为社会奉献。。。

我想乘着我还年轻，
还能做些别人认为疯狂的事情，
那怕我会一无所有，
但我却过这有意义的人生。。。

我能做到吗？
我有勇气去走吗？
我能不能放下我的责任，
现在的答案。。。
还是不能！
但并不表示，
我以后不能！

Quick update on my life

It have been 7 months since i stepped out the university door,
This 7 months, I have gone throught differ life,
One things i am glad is I like my life now,
Even though many happening that really smack me and give slaps,
That wake me up and bring me to reality.
Frankly, i feel i am blessed person,
Till today life was smooth to me,
I always tell myself i am very fortune person,
As i always have many great people come into my life,
Each of them make my life difference.
There are people willing to guide me and taught this ignorance kid,
and there are person who appeared in the NEED momment with a pair of hand!

But life is changing,
as today is never be the same as yesterday,
when faces changes,
sometime i still on the unacceptacle stages,
wonder around with my emotions,
Many happenings recently,
Which gave me a stunt and slap,
People who wake me up,
I have to thank them,
i always have a believe Thank those people who make my life suck!
Yes, they make me hurt,
But at the same time they grow me,
without them, i still in ignorance stage.
They told me what i still inadequate,
They let me know how much efforts i need to put...
They words as sharp as the knife, as clear as water...
It hurt definitely,
But rather be hurt,
It drives me to be better me,
As life always taught me,
I need to improve!

As time pass,
I understand why i am like this,
I like a challenge life,
which it make my heart pump faster and adrenaline rush,
that make sense when i like to ride roller coasters,
It seem able to make me feel my heart pumping,
and once again i feel i m alive...

In life when we open our heart and eyes,
we can realize a lot of things,
I m still learning and improving,
I know i am neither too young or too old,
I have many dream that i wishes i can achieve it,
but it take time,
Sometime i hope the world create a shortcut for me to achieve!
I always believe,
There are nothing greater to have a dream and persue it.
But recently one of my friend,
make me realize dream is important,
It is truth to focus on dream,
But at the same time,
Life still have many things u need to concern not only your dream,
what is the purpose when you achieve to the top,
Yet you are alone and you seem forget what the reason you want to be at top,
Because all the while what u focus is the destiny not the passion!

In life,
I have experience what it mean doing what you like,
One day,
My friend told me,
It very differ from what i can see you from other who have worked,
you seem to enjoy what you doing.
In fact,
I did.
Up till now,
I still look forward everyday of my day.
There are one day,
when i saw 2 waitress at restaurant,
what i can see the differ of them is,
one is so passion and enjoy her work
while another one work for survive.
Then it make me understand how important to doing what you like.
But here is the ponder:
If you need to make choice between what you like & materialistic, what choice you will choose?

In short,
this 7 months is the wonderful journey for me,
from the day i want to start my another chapter here,
where i have no base, no job, no plan, and only a thought!
till now,
everything was far from my imagination....
I appreaciate every moment of my life,
As i always believe,
Everything happens for reasons,
Maybe i cant see today,
but i will realize it some day in future.

放下它

它捆牢了我好久，
每次为了它我就情绪化，
一次有一次的被它主宰，
也埋怨好久，
一直为它抖抖转转。。。
今天我终于想通了，
也做了决定，
面对它，处理它，接受它，放下它，
我不想在这样下去，
其实，
只要换个观点，
它就变得不同！
我一直看到的是我没有的一却，但却忽略我拥有的一切。。。
决定放下它，
那感觉好好，
不在被困着，
从今天我会专注我要的，不是不要的！

Lessons from the World

I once read a book,

it said: The world outside is greatest teacher and you never ending learning from it!

It truth,

I learned a lot recently.

Since i step into the world,

there was so many lessons i could learn,

Mostly i learned when i fall,

it hurt most of the time,

when i have to face all those of realities!

Many time,

it gave me slaps,

to wake me up from my dreaming.

Since i was new to the world,

i started with burning passion and highly expectation toward the world,

Yet,

Many time i learned that world is not more what you can think off,

sometime i consider myself a naive child,

who still believe the world is better place,

i still hold that belief,

just hope i will cling on it longer.

Few time,

World gave me magnitude-4.0 earthquake

a mild shake that cause me numb for a while,

sometime the temperature drop to negative,

which make my heart freeze of coldness.

Despite all the unpleasant lessons,

I still have pleasant one,

which make my life contain some hope,

and make me see the light in the dark,

there still few kind people out there,

who willing to lend a hand,

to bring me blanket when cold,

to tell me what to do when earthquake,

who tell me they experience with the world.

a single act of kindness,

a single positive words,

it can make me feel i am not alone.

Many time,

World also taught me,

You are never alone in learning,

cause other learn with you too!

The world teach me a lot of emotions,

it taught me disappointment, frustration, happy, surprise....etc

Today,

I found out how many lessons the world have taught me,

Today,

I also found out how much i value the lessons i learned,

Today,

I found out how grateful i should have,

Today,

I found out WORLD IS GREATEST PLATFORM to learn,

I also found out WORLD IS MY GREATEST TEACHER,

When life gave me a nudge,

Remember it is teaching you something,

Be patient to learn the meanings,

And appreciate all the learning experience.

One day you will know why it is!

things happen for reasons

In life,

there are many events that happens to us,

some might good and bad,

but no matter good or bad,

i always hold a belief that : Things happen for reasons!

There many times i witness the theory behind it...

Something happen,

it maybe bad to you at that moment of time,

but when time past,

you notice it was a blessing.....

So dun judge a happening whether it good or bad,

cause you never know until the end...

Sometime when i thought this is bad things that ever happen to me,

but at the end i realize it a good things that ever happen!

It really exciting to learn the life's theory and lesson,

it always an enlightening and insightful moment

when you realise the theory behind everything...

How is your life?

How is your life?

I asked myself,

Maybe good maybe not,

why?

because sometime i feel life was good,

but most of the time i not feel so!

why?

There are always many why questions i asked to myself..

I live with roller coaster emotion changes,

Sometime up sometime down,

my life always change,

change that too fast before i adapt,

today is like this,

tomorrow is differ!

but honestly this is life...

I sense many change in me,

I not longer the person i thought i was last time...

maybe i still in self-exploration period,

there are many thought have changed...

good or bad change? i dunno,

cause things happen for it's reason, i believe that!

when look back on my life past few month,

i feel blessed, gratitude,

along my way to next stage of my life,

there are many people who assist & accompany all the way,

when i need help,

there are people kind to do me a favour....

i really feel thankful for it!

but at some point of life,

i know my life lack of something,

this things i still looking for it!

something that can be the reason for me to be here!

i belief everyone have they mission in life,

whatever it is,

it is the one who move and drive you,

i have mine,

yet i not sure it is what i want.

since we live once in this life,

i always ask,

how can i make this life worth to live.

maybe

do some contribution!!

yeah....

i was thinking,

the mission which make me alive,

not only because of my parents,

but,

to make positive change or impact to people,

no matter it big or small,

i willing to contribute,

i want to be contributor!

Is this i want?

Yes for current moment!

i need more time to prove this is what i want!

Ask yourself,

do u ever deeply think,

what reason you on earth?

There must be a reason!

We live this moment must have purpose!

Just we dont realize!

The 2011's JOURNEY

2011,
The TRANSITION year,
it was the year,
where i step out from the university door,
walked into the corporate door.
A year full of tear & sweat,
tear for the farewell,
sweat for the hardwork,
of course full of laugh & Smile moments!


The journey of first half year,
with the identity as a student.
With the tonne heavy of assignments & Thesis,
Happy moment i spent with my fellow uni friends, coursemates,
The most cherish moment in my university life,
when the farewell bring all the memory of the years
A series of photos remind me the journey i had walked
It make me miss the days a lot
The days i walked with psykids, the activities i did...my thesis....all was valuable than anything else.....

Our family photo~taken at the last class

our big family~with the order of sis & dad & mom

The CNY steamboat dinner

Practical Workshop~protocol group

My poster assignments~~a challenging one....However i enjoy the process

It was GRACE's Initiative that bring this ONE DAY WITHOUT SHOES a reality...
I really proud to be able help and be part to create the awareness....

Panggung Bodhi~it was totally enjoy experience for organizing it...it mark a better ending toward my university life which i was joined it on my last year (the so called busy year)

of course...i never forget the English for Business course i had attended at British Council...The happy 3 month English Learning Experience, with determination to go every Wednesday...all the way from Bangi to KL (1hr+ travel journey)..
what most memorable is i known this group of people,
who i learned English together....
where i met chazz & su sian
and we did some crazy things together.

This definitely the most relaxed and happier moment....where my a year hard work come to the end.....it gave me a lot of sweat and tears....

One day malacca trip with my fellow coursemates....we have great fun....took a lot of photos....and did a lot of crazy stuff.....haha....it good to be able have fun while we all at the midst of completing our thesis....

Another trip to Genting, with En wan & Ah lee...we have fun time there....playing together and shop together....it add colour in my last year of university life....

The next half year of my 2011,
is where the transition occur,
It began with the practical training,
haha,
it sure a great experience,
with some crazy act i did,
It was a tough beginning,
where the transition and adaptation all come in,
The experience really build my path today,
Where i met a gang of interns,
until Today we still keep in touch...

with all fellow interns....where we all cling together and sail in the same ship together....with differ backgrounds and university, we met each other.....and work together....
because of them...my practical trainee become interesting and fun...

they are my housemates during practical trainees....it happy to know them and stay together...with all the young...they make me feel younger....what miracle is i dunno this gang at all, though Michelle, i know Wei Chee....with all this so called yuan fen....
I was honor to be a part of their housemates

After Internship,
July was the month i spent play and went around,
for particular month,
i went to kluang, malacca, penang, kota kinabalu and lastly my hometown,
it was ONLY PLAY AND TRAVEL month
I enjoyed a lot,
Thank to my parents for allow me to go everywhere i want.

Went to visit UK farm where few of my fellow friends have internship there....it totally close nature experience.....thank to Kheng Por....for initiate the trip...we began at zen organic farm, UK farm and lastly stopped at Malacca.

For the first time i broke the records of having 9 cups of coffee in 2 days....amazing!


Penang trip with my family....we have fun together.....went to pulau Jelatek with some physical activities there and it was the few last gathering we have....at last night we all gather at the beach together we did sharing together....sort of beach talk...haha

One of psykids favourite activities...sing K...we managed to sing together in big group for the last time....we have a lot of fun sang together....
i definitely miss the time we sang k .....

before back to KL, i stopped by at taiping, EN wAN hometown with melia, i spent half day explore the town and en wan become the tour guide....

kota kinabalu trip....it was unplanned & random trip....Grace, En wan and I ....we booked our ticket during our study week, where 3 of us suddenly come into mind to travel together....definitely advantage experience at KK
Cause we rented a VIVA...and i drove at the city i first visited,
amazing trip...after all!

In front of Gunung Kundasang, the 3 traveler...we took few hour....enjoy all the journey, with human GPS (Grace) we went travel around KK....
surf for the interesting place....of course ...thank to sharon for bring us to taste the nice foods at KK

Next trip~~ Kuching my hometown...it prove i was not a good tour guide.....after all, i din know kuching well....Grace and En wan come for the visited...we went few place so called tourist spot at my hometown....and i managed to bring them around with the help of Eddie...

on august, after years ..i have another family trip to Singapore...The moment i wished...and it come truth....that the power of law of attraction.....

on 8 Aug, my birthday...it was the differ birthday i have this year...spent at country where i born....it like after 20+ year...i back here at the same date....i celebrate this year birthday at Universal studio...

Me with my cousin have fun at Universal studios......which in 3 month time...i have another universal studio trip with my colleagues

after the one month plus,
play and travel,
it signed the began of job hunting....
After the process of searching, interviews....
I got the job offer from insurance company,
a industry i never though of,
Yet, i step into it.
Here i am....started the work life
in sept 19....
i remembered i settled down...
find room and prepare onboarding,
as always beginning is tough

After one week of onboard,
that another great events on my life,
the proud moments of me,
my graduation....
when think back 3 year ago,
when i still thinking whether i can make it today...
The answer i got, YES!
i did it.

with convocation....it symbol the end of my university life....another life is waiting me to explore

Came to today,
it have been 3 month 11 days,
since i worked....
this 3 month,
i can conclude i joined at the right time,
with all the celebrations, events, trips....
i felt i was lucky.

Conclusion,
This year was a great year...
far greater than i could amazing,
i believe 2012 will be better,
cause i will make it be the greatest one!
Bye 2011, Welcome 2012.