Realize

it was suddenly realize that
my previous act has it mean.

That day,
i was lost direction while driving,
at that time, every where was having traffic jam.
i turn around and tried to find shortcut,
a way out that can save my time and avoid long queue.
i tried many time,
trust my gut and instinct,
even it proved wrong at the end.
it end up,
i taken more time and still stuck in traffic.

Today,
i realize, that day act symbol my present life,
i was lost in searching my way,
i try to find direction as well as shortcut of it,
i let my emotion and impatient flow with me,
and find it like a bull with eyes cover.
i does not want the ending of my future search end up like that day,
when seat still and think,
i should stay calm and go through the path slowly,
step by step,
until the mist is gone,
and i was clear where i want to go.