My ship have reach the shore,
it sign the end of INTERNSHIP journey.
as well as signal
FINISHED DEGREE
I had gone thought it,
sailing thought the rolling waves and thunder storms,
as well as raining and shining day.
when flash back,
it was a memorable memory,
that i still miss and happy that i have gone thought.
during sailing,
the whole journey it was so tough,
but when i pass thought it,
i am glad and gratitude for the journey i had walked,
i had become another ME,
the better the stronger ME.
Sincerely i thank my company for this intensive training,
i know without challenging and stress,
i wont growth and developed that much.
Finally week,
it full of mix feeling,
with happy feeling when i think of it shall end soon,
with missing feeling when i think i gonna leave,
with feeling stress when i think i want close more sales last week,
at the end,
i cant really enjoy the last few day,
however,
it was bad because my sales drop this week,
with 3 pending cases,
and many still on progress,
all was hanging around,
During my sales meeting,
luckly my boss din question me why,
but other intern been question about the drop,
i guess she no longer need question me about it,
since i leaving next day.
sometime when thinking of leaving,
my face will show a big smiles,
hooray....
all colleagues and interns can see it,
some envy that i can escape the rat race soon,
while i happy i gonna to put down the burden,
before i go,
i would like to make thing clear,
settle all the things i at my hand,
i use the last day to segregate all the piles into categories,
neatly arrange to make my supervisor life easy,
so she wont curse me when i m not there.)
i was workaholic,
that i strive to send 6 resume out on my last day,
other said why i so pia,
last day dont need to do anymore,
but last day still my working day,
i dont like stop doing nothing,
since company paid,
i have my duty for it.
but too bad, i not able to follow up the candidates that i had sent out,
and report the 3 sales i had close.
During last 2 day,
my boss approach to me again,
i guess my manager have let her know i turn down the offer last week,
she want me stay back and talk to me,
for a moment since she busy,
she make things clear,
i was given another chance,
to convince my parents,
and accept offer within one month.
honestly,
i m gratitude for chance given to me,
i really have to thank my boss and manager for the offer,
even i turn them down,
they still give me another chance,
my boss said she like me,
as the way i work and enjoy to have me on board,
both of them think i have potential at this field.
i guess so,
dealing with human is what i good at.
what make me feel more gratitude is,
i asked for reference letter from my manager last week,
i was so happy she willing to give me one,
she used to said,
i wont simply give reference letter if she thought the person not deserve,
i glad she said yes,
but she might need to talk to boss and gave me later,
at that moment,
i kind of confuse,
a reference letter have to take so long?
but i realize she actually wish i stay and gave me second chance...(my assumption)
last day,
i was surprise when i saw a letter on my table,
when i was conducting interview,
at the moment i felt so touch,
i felt the company treat me so good.
it great honor to be able to work at RE.
But too bad,
it not the path i will choose.
i will never forget the day i was there,
i will always appreciate everything that RE gave to me,
it teach me a lot,
and built right attitude with me,
i hope with all the foundation that RE laid on me,
which help me in the future,
at the end,
i feel proud as intern at RE.
it was my honor to be there.
Thank everyone who accompany me on board.
my workstation at RE