ukm @ 1 year

time pass so fast.....i had been at UKM for a year....it make me remembered back the day i gt the offer from ukm....everything has change......nt according my plan...coz i gt course that i dun like...then i gave it a chance thus there i m .....come into ukm....it juz like a dream...i never thought of study at this uni before.. i came ukm with few of my hometown frens....everything start well...except that, i unable to hide my feeling of forcing myself study something i dont like...and also adapt wit strange n far environment ....it was my choice to go far away frm my home...coz i wan freedom...i don like this feeling of depend on family and want to learn how to live and care my own...since i hav grow up...i dont like to live in the shadow of my family ...i dont like to stay in comfort zone..coz life are not suppose to be smooth n comfort always...of course i did a lot effort to gain freedom frm my parents...i have to thank them ...coz of their trust and believe in me that i able to take care myself .....n i noe it hard to let for my mom to let me go......
at first ukm ,i gone though the tough mmp week...look like now is new junior coming in....n i gonna become senior very soon...ai,i m getting old....so fast time had gone n my junior year almost pass....i will miss my junior year...all the sweet memory.....it all so precious piece treasure for me....this year i had learned a lot of news things and also face a lot of challenge.....at ukm,many thing had become my first experience.....i really learn a lot and also grow up.....all the tough road have make me better n mature....when think back,all the bad n sweet memory i will keep it n think bc when i free.....













the first sem i study environmental science...the whole sem i struggle whether want to continue this course o change to psychology which my preference course ..i even think of changing uni... go utar n take psycho course there...since my cousin take psy course that....it encourage me to change uni that time...i did apply for utar during the intake in jan...bt at the end i din go coz of transport problem and the campus are too far and too troublesome to transfe...however,lucky i din go utar....if i choose go there then i will never have chance to study psy at ukm.....coz my second sem apeal change course to psy turn to be success...it such like a dream....that i never thought it will come true....i wonder whether it a good dream o a nightmare???the success of change course have become my life turning point....in first sem,the whole few month i struggle n fight wit my inner self...i feel i live the life i don like .....i have a dream but i din go to achieve it...this kind of feeling make me feel bad n self conflict and sometime i did blame myself...especially when i saw or heard how people willing go thought mountain n sea to achieve their dream........bt i din even make effort to go achieve my dream.....
















however i feel glad i did make second effort and appeal for second time.....and thank god.....i success get psycho on second trial....the moment i know i success...i feel so happy....this feeling was so strong and real and have disappear for such long....and it back.....bt i did hesitate whether want to accept o nt....coz i lack of courage and readiness to go though the process of paying to get what i wan....until now i did ask myself what make me so tough and determine and choose this path...mb it the love in psycho n also i wont like myself to regret whole life coz of nt choosing acquire my dream and also lose myself when force myself to walk path that i wont like........when i make decision to choose psy ...actually i hav prepare to go n ready to face what come in the way...i tel myself...nt to giv up even the sky fall down...
i did remember the day i noe i nid to take back all
the course i miss previous sem....i din cry for it...actually i did a bit regret













that time....in some sense....it look like i put myself in hot pot since i was in no worry situation if i continue environmental science......bt i choose this path becoz i really wan to study psy and i love it very much...the feeling of sacrife for thing u like really make u more appreaciate what u got in the process of achieve it..i really appreaciate and thank for giving chance to study psycho......it also make me proud n feel great becoz of the choice i make....n i proud to tell ppl that i m a psychology student..............bt i still appreacite the memory i hav during study environmental science....even it tough bt it left many impact to me....especially went to pulau kapas for field work...the first time do snorkling.....have a study trip.....and have a lot fun with my ex-coursemate......n also most unforgetable is first time being shock by jelly fishes...the first time get close with the beautiful and colourful coral reef and fishes.....after all, i never regret study environmental science...it make me feel more closer to nature.......










































the pulau kapas trip will always left many sweet memory to me....the fun moment with my ex-coursemate n to my nature lover lecture.....study environment science make me know more about our mother earth and also cultivate love to it...all abt environment issue catch my eyes n attention on that time.......i did thought if i continue environmental...i will make myself change my perceive and think myself as the earth saver who have the responsible to save us...and become angel....hehe........it the way to comfort myself to stay and move forward in this course........

my new life begin when i change to psychology......it started from the moment i got the letter of success appeal.....at here i would like to thank en wan.....she done a lot in helping adopt wit my new environment...she intro me to psy coursemate....and also borrow her note....n also teach me when i dont understand n tel me many things abt psy......besides en wan, i also wan to thank all my psy coursemate...they all are so friendly and helpful.....they make me feel warm n make me feel like we are a family....i so happy and glad to be one of psykid.....it sure pleasure for me.....


































































the psykids genting trip that we have reecently hav make every psykids more understand each other and deeply know each other....especially the 'pillow talk'......
.....i hope gt more such trip...it a good way increase the closeness between each psykids


Things that pass will gonna to be history the only left is the sweet memory in our mind....first year in ukm......hav left me a lt of new experience n memory....i look forward my second year n appreacite every moment of my uni life!!!!one important things is to life in present and enjoy every moment....all the best.!