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Thursday, June 23, 2011

WEEK 7 & 8 Report

Finally the last 2 week,
soon,
i will finish my internship,
when i gone through all the suck,
finally,
there are some reward,
this week,
the ship sail into big sea and nearly reach to the shore,
the efforts i put did harvest some seed,
i getting improve in close sales,
this week during the sales meeting,
my boss praise few of us include me for the result,
but what confuse me is,
i din feel happy at all,
at that moment,
i feel more burden.
in term of resume out,
i had increase so much,
roughly 50/60 ratio,
so it quite a lot,
but a lot does not mean will close sales,
i manage close few sales,
some success some fail,
but overall is quite good even it haven reach target.
it still on top compare to other intern and some permanent staff.
week 8,
it begin with new experience,
it was a sudden opening,
when my supervisor shout she need a secretary on 2pm,
at that time, it was 9am something.
i was busy flip through,
all my databases and search jobstreet,
and keep calling non stop finding candidate to work at 2pm,
at the same time,
have to meet the criteria of the position,
what more is i need to do tele-interview,
which is my first time,
thank to my supervisor,
she let me do it for my first time.
after about 10 calls,
i manage got one,
and close a sales that day.
my supervisor praise me for good job,
even though i cant match a position in half hour compare to singaporean,
but i manage to do it as in roughly 4 hour as an intern,
*clap**
at week 8,
the amount of resume out decrease,
but i manage to close higher no of sales,
i felt extremely stress when i saw the no drop,
everyday i push myself hard,
and i gave pressure to myself,
luckly
my boss din question me why drop during sales meeting,
instead she praise i done good job in writing comment in resume,
she said comment does not need to be long,
as long as it tell more about the candidate.
huh....
i thought she want to correct my comment due to bad language,
cause she done that on the first sales meeting and correct the comment of other consultant.
at the begin of week 8,
my manager call me into boardroom and discuss with me,
it was a good call,
what i had done actually got recognition,
cause she said she will like to recommend me as permanent consultant,
she said if i interest she will tell my boss,
i thought my boss does not know this matter,
it just her thought that i have done good job,
she said she saw potential in me,
and let me know the development in company.
next 2 day,
my boss gave me task,
ask me to lead n guide new permanent consultant to do a task,
then i quite curious why she want me to do so,
i had make a guess,
she try to test me,
it prove i m right,
she approach me next day,
and said good job for the task.
she start to told me about the offer,
she talked to me a while,
let me know how she think about me,
she said she actually observe my performance,
wow,
i been observe all the time,
stress up when think about it,
she said she happy with my performance,
and i have the attitude they want,
what surprise me is i contribute my idea when i give some suggestion during training,
my manager actually do some adjustment due to my question,
suprising,
i told i have step on the boom,
by suggest things that oppose them,
i thought my manager think bad about it,
but at the end it show that,
sometime, crazy action do paid.
when done some crazy things,
i had to bear the risk of it,
i may have good or bad consequences,
i m happy i had the positive one.
finally week,
i felt happy with my progress,
i m glad i got the recognition by offer job,
it was a great achievement so far,
at first i thought they are just suggestion,
but when my boss n manager both came to me,
i believe both of them recognize what i done.
i was a great return,
after gone though tough moment,
and at the end my effort did paid some.
as conclusion,
this internship really a great training for me,
things better as day pass,
and it end with good ending.
next week is finally week for me.
i will write finally report for it.



Thursday, June 16, 2011

Week 6 of Intern

Only left 2 week,
i will finish my intern,
when flash back,
the journey was not any easy one.
i walked it full of tears and sweats,
i dunno what should i described how i feel,
in dilemma i guess,
i know i will miss my intern life,
i really feel great i walked through it,
i always realize,
when i really went thought the tough moment,
i really appreciate how far the journey i had passed,
this week,
it another great leap for me,
after 6 week struggle,
i can start harvest slowly,
in term of resume out,
i almost achieve daily target,
and approximately sent 8-10 resume out,
as more resume out,
more higher chance close sales.
close sale is what i strive each day,
but i dunno why i din feel happy at all when i close one,
i remembered my supervisor talk to me one day,
how you feel when close sale?
i said nothing at all,
i feel nothing cause waiting too long,
really truth,
i feel more pressure when close sales,
cause one i achieve a certain level,
that mean more higher level to go.
as day pass,
the environment getting compete,
it just like a war game,
every intern fight like army,
seek for achieve.
we have 2 office,
mine one is at upper floor,
we have another lower floor,
but this 2 floor,
is hell at upper and heaven at lower,
upper flower really compete like hell,
everyone want to perform,
everyday when report the number,
i can feel the tense of it,
i still have 2 week to go,
i dunno i suppose to feel relieve,
or felt great cause it gonna to end.
as i said,
it was an intense training,
it was!
this week,
i with one of my senior colleague organize june birthday party,
we discuss and plan at the day before,
domino pizza + some gift for 2 bd gals,
so we need collect 10 buck from everyone,
i incharge collect money,
while my colleague incharge order foods and buying,
my colleague was shock of my when i beg 2 candle from secret recipe,
where we really need a candle to make it like bd party.
my manager seem happy with the celebration,
she thank me before she went.
but
next day,
i hear rumor that some colleague complaint that one of colleague din join,
and some complaint why bd gals dunno nid pay,
i realize,
at work no matter how good u make,
there are people have opinion.
i start realize why they bring so many intern into office,
cause we are great tools,
it teach us a very realistic world lesson,
which the world out there was so compete,
one things i realize is
no matter how much effort you put,
people only see RESULT.
sometime, this job require luck,
same position,
same environment,
but some can achieve some cant.
effort + luck sometime play a part,
my relationship will colleague more better,
as we have more time together while at lunch,
still left 2 week,
i will left,
but now as day pass i get feel more pressure,
this week,
sales meeting,
my boss congrat a few intern include me for perform this week,
i din feel great at all,
all was stress,
it seem like i bad at stress management,
my daily work was busy non stop,
since i start work,
i never stop my hand doing work until i back from office,
i m the first or second one into office,
the last few go back,
sometime,
i wonder why i so pia,
after all,
i only had my few buck allowance,
but at the end,
i know i learn more than any intern,
cause i fall and make mistake than them,
there are a words make me go through the whole intern,
thank the person make your life difficult,
i guess i should thank to the company,
for making my intern as an intensive program,
i really thank from my heart,
for provide a great platform for me to learn.
people learn more when they fall,
we learn most when we difficult,
when life push you till the end,
what u can do is push back,
this is what i done.
still left one week + when i wrote this,
hope it was a great memory one.







Sunday, June 5, 2011

Week 5 of my internship journey

This week never be the easy one!
again it was full of challenges,
yet it make my emotion rolls up and down,
this week started,
with a nervous result of handling the report last friday,
surprise,
nothing happen on monday,
which we have training that day,
but i guess my boss know what i had done,
it was so sudden she approach me,
and said how well i been train,
all her words have hidden meaning,
she din mention what i had done,
just pats my shoulder a number of time,
i still figure out what does it mean.
Then,
i thought nothing gonna happen,
i thought i was stepping on inactive bomb,
but,
another unexpected is,
finally my manager talked to me,
i guessed a good one gua,
she make things clear to me,
let me know what is the 2 priority target,
and clear my thought of impossible to reach,
it end up she does not scold me,
but taught me like a lecturer.
i received call from my uni supervisor,
she said she will pay visit on thurday,
when she came,
i intro to her what i had done,
told her all about my company,
then my supervisor meet uni supervisor,
they have a talk,
overall i think they gave good comment except i m not a good sales person,
that make me so down for the rest of the week,
not only that,
make things come together,
all make me feel i was at hell,
all things make me feel so pressure,
until i felt unbreathable,
many things keep floating in my mind,
i was so stress up until wanna to burn up,
my supervisor get me a lot stress,
and the office environment getting competitive as more intern come in,
i had to work harder to compete,
i start to realize and learn a lesson,
how cruel the world,
no matter how much effort you put,
what people see is RESULT!
what make me open my eyes is
I learn a great lesson this week,
i now more realize how important is PEOPLE SKILL!
without it you life was like SUCK!
as week pass,
thing getting stressful,
all challenges have level up,
i need to clear my emotion before i can ready for another great challenges,
since i had 2 day weekend rest,
i try to clear all the emotion rubbish,
i not sure it clear,
but no choice,
it should be clear no matter what,
on monday,
all was set to race.
i think before i end,
another good news is i manage close one sale this week,
i was relieve once the candidate sign the contract,
before,
i pray hard for no more trouble,
luckly it success close!
today,
i went all the way to pj to listen to a talk,
what she spoke like touching my inner heart,
she said:
when you so suffer that you cant go ahead,
think it was a turning point,
all the suffer happen to be teach us lesson,
to make us strong!
for a moment,
it so touch,
i can feel my eyes roll,
it touch my heart deeply.
i believe all this are some part of test,
to test how much i can be strengthen,
how far i can walk,
all this challenge is to make me growth and strong.
remember,
always thank to the person who gave u hard time,
they make u growth!
next week,
i hope i had more positive growth and mental ready for what it come,
enjoy the challenge,
and go for it!s