我可以选择不去烦吗？。。。也许可以。。。。那就是选择逃避。。。。可是那不最好的方法。。。问题还是存在。。。不想不说不做。。。问题还是一样。。。。。不懂。。。我做对不对。。。用对不对的解决方法。。。但我知道没有一个方法是完美的。。。只有最好的方法。。。我不知。。。我对不对。。。但我提起勇气要解决。。。虽然我不知。。别人怎样想我的做法。。。我也顾虑不了那么多。。。也许有人说我错。。。没顾虑每方面。。。也许我的做法。。。会带来很大的麻烦。。。会害到别人。。。也许我的做法。。。在帮忙解决问题。。。等。。。。是的。。。每个人都不同。。。每个人都有各自的想法。。。我不能控制别人的想法。。。。我也不能要求别人要怎样想我。。。时间。。。会告诉我。。。我做对不对。。。
我发觉这几天。。。假期的生活。。。好像一艘失去方向的船。。。感觉好没有安全感。。。每天起床。。。我会开始担心。。。今天会过的怎样。。。要去那里。。。要做什么。。。每天都在担忧。。我总不习惯过这种的生活。。。这种生活真的很乏味。。。让我无法适应。。。也许我比较习惯那忙碌。。。充实的生活。。。可是。。。很可笑的是。。。当我过那种生活时，我。。。会期望今天的生活。。。我说。。。人就是这样。。。总无法满足于当下。。自已所拥有的一切。。。。这是我期待的生活。。。可是。。。当活在时。。。却觉得过的没有意义。。不懂。。。我为什么不能。。。享受这生活。。。总发觉。。。但我的到我要的时候。。。总会觉得。。。和我预料的感觉。。。都不一样。。。不懂。。。我就是不明白。。。
this few day i still jobless......without anything important to do........i did a rough planning for my holiday.....and realize i have many things to keep myself busy....finaly i can feel the busier and feel active.....i meet lecturer to know more about thesis which coming soon next sem......it haven start yet....but i start to worry ....arghh...mb i too free for nothing and keep worrying......on 4 may i went sx zong chuan cheng.....far more than expected that it finish early....it mean to me.....that it was the end of my journey in sx......it was a year journey....i finish all the way..........it was an relieve ...since my burden have throw away......
i was so careless and forgetful that i forget bring purse out ...so no money to use.....but my friend borrow me...lucky....i kind of living without money for 2 day....whatever need money....my friend help me to pay first....it kind of feeling unsecure.......i hate no money feeling ....esp during tis holiday...i had strive to tight up my budget.......but yet i still spend a lot...........i try to save but i still spend...........without any cash in my hand......it kind of suffer....many things i cant do ....many thing i cant buy.....
one more things surprise me......when i intro myself as psychology student to juniors....their really surprise and they cried ohhhhhhh......oh my god.....they must misunderstood...actuali no only them....many .......think that psychology can know what other feels.....can see though ppl thinking............like we are scanner....can scan ppl thought....but tat no true ...i nt differ frm those who not studying it........i juz normal person who know more about human ........it kind of disturbing me ...when many ppl think like tat.....even i try correct them....but schema.....perception ......it hard to change....i still lack of skills.....actualy i quite wory to tel someone i m psychology students......coz i feel i m nt qualified.....many things i still not known.......many things i need to learn........... i juz a psychology student not a psychologist.........
my holiday plan
my cappuccino ~ i love it
me + cappuccino = enjoy
it was first for chin fang and sau kheng to try out at coffee ritual....
see sawing...it was great to able bc to my childhood.....
jie jie is helping mei mei swing see saw.....heheheh
take 3 ......
where is our lrt???? so many ppl with neck hanging and eyes focus on the track......but still empty....
what wrong ??? more n more lrt pass the other platform....we tired of waiting.......ai..........when it will come??
my holiday plan
