烦

我可以选择不去烦吗？。。。也许可以。。。。那就是选择逃避。。。。可是那不最好的方法。。。问题还是存在。。。不想不说不做。。。问题还是一样。。。。。不懂。。。我做对不对。。。用对不对的解决方法。。。但我知道没有一个方法是完美的。。。只有最好的方法。。。我不知。。。我对不对。。。但我提起勇气要解决。。。虽然我不知。。别人怎样想我的做法。。。我也顾虑不了那么多。。。也许有人说我错。。。没顾虑每方面。。。也许我的做法。。。会带来很大的麻烦。。。会害到别人。。。也许我的做法。。。在帮忙解决问题。。。等。。。。是的。。。每个人都不同。。。每个人都有各自的想法。。。我不能控制别人的想法。。。。我也不能要求别人要怎样想我。。。时间。。。会告诉我。。。我做对不对。。。

1005 de tour

today once i opened my eyes....the journey begin......to the mines, pj and coffee ritual....wow...tired......at the mines.....i try the oyster porridge and you tiao....at one of stalls inside the mines....it was nice and taste good until i forget to take the photo of it....should try another time......then we rush to pj....chin fang went interview for job at osim....in the midst of rain.....we walk across....few miles .....finding the place....what scary is the thunder keep strike....finally we found the place.....but we all get wet....then we went jaya one cold storage do some daily shop.......next station....we went jaya 33 again for some daily need shop.....which we think much cheaper than cold storage......
after that we went coffee rituals for 2nd time.... my cappuccino ~ i love it
me + cappuccino = enjoy

it was first for chin fang and sau kheng to try out at coffee ritual....

on the way we back to lrt station....we take short break at a play ground...hooray....we see saw....and chin fang shout like crazy there....she make one of the pass by guy......shock ...ai...pity that guy............it was enjoyable and relax moment......when the see saw swing high ...it like i was flying ......all the childhood feeling back...for a moment i feel young....hehe...then i told both of them....if ukm have see saw o hav a play ground....it would be a good place to release stress...how good if have one......
see sawing...it was great to able bc to my childhood.....

jie jie is helping mei mei swing see saw.....heheheh

take 3 ......

then we back to lrt station, but .......we wait ....we wait....then the other platform have pass about 10 lrt in pass few min.....where is our lrt???? so many ppl with neck hanging and eyes focus on the track......but still empty....what wrong ??? more n more lrt pass the other platform....we tired of waiting.......ai..........when it will come??

this 2 person have give up standing waiting so they seat in the floor ................

我发觉这几天。。。假期的生活。。。好像一艘失去方向的船。。。感觉好没有安全感。。。每天起床。。。我会开始担心。。。今天会过的怎样。。。要去那里。。。要做什么。。。每天都在担忧。。我总不习惯过这种的生活。。。这种生活真的很乏味。。。让我无法适应。。。也许我比较习惯那忙碌。。。充实的生活。。。可是。。。很可笑的是。。。当我过那种生活时，我。。。会期望今天的生活。。。我说。。。人就是这样。。。总无法满足于当下。。自已所拥有的一切。。。。这是我期待的生活。。。可是。。。当活在时。。。却觉得过的没有意义。。不懂。。。我为什么不能。。。享受这生活。。。总发觉。。。但我的到我要的时候。。。总会觉得。。。和我预料的感觉。。。都不一样。。。不懂。。。我就是不明白。。。

2 - 5 may

this few day i still jobless......without anything important to do........i did a rough planning for my holiday.....and realize i have many things to keep myself busy....finaly i can feel the busier and feel active.....i meet lecturer to know more about thesis which coming soon next sem......it haven start yet....but i start to worry ....arghh...mb i too free for nothing and keep worrying......on 4 may i went sx zong chuan cheng.....far more than expected that it finish early....it mean to me.....that it was the end of my journey in sx......it was a year journey....i finish all the way..........it was an relieve ...since my burden have throw away......

i was so careless and forgetful that i forget bring purse out ...so no money to use.....but my friend borrow me...lucky....i kind of living without money for 2 day....whatever need money....my friend help me to pay first....it kind of feeling unsecure.......i hate no money feeling ....esp during tis holiday...i had strive to tight up my budget.......but yet i still spend a lot...........i try to save but i still spend...........without any cash in my hand......it kind of suffer....many things i cant do ....many thing i cant buy.....

one more things surprise me......when i intro myself as psychology student to juniors....their really surprise and they cried ohhhhhhh......oh my god.....they must misunderstood...actuali no only them....many .......think that psychology can know what other feels.....can see though ppl thinking............like we are scanner....can scan ppl thought....but tat no true ...i nt differ frm those who not studying it........i juz normal person who know more about human ........it kind of disturbing me ...when many ppl think like tat.....even i try correct them....but schema.....perception ......it hard to change....i still lack of skills.....actualy i quite wory to tel someone i m psychology students......coz i feel i m nt qualified.....many things i still not known.......many things i need to learn........... i juz a psychology student not a psychologist......... my holiday plan

1 may 2010

today was full of adventure and exposure.....we travel far to PJ .....by 3 transport mode.....ktm, lrt and by foot....juz to taste the foods and coffee at coffee ritual.....i saw an article abt it and tat have make me interest to go n taste it....yeah....i make it....we found it....all the way ...was fun...even it was far and long journey....





after lunch + dinner at coffee ritual....we went shop around the pj area.....we went to jaya 33 ...a building near there....then we went to digital mall ...juz loafing around.....unfortunely when we wanna back........the heavy rain have make 3 of us wet ....what more is we walk all the way bc to lrt station in heavy rain.....wow.........such great experience............and adventure..........

holiday!

it was third day of my holiday since 28 april.....in this 3 day......i was totally live in sleep late at 3am+ and wake up 10am+......i wonder whether this is normal?? mb i having a lot of fun.....frm the moment i finish my exam.....busy...busy......busy.....is one of best way to describe my life now....busy packing...busy check in ....n check out.....and busy having fun....yeah!!!...yesterday nite at my bed....i decide to write my holiday......keep it as memorable as possible....this is one of the longest holiday i got in university...i guess so.....so it worth to write this..holiday story....it also as a diary to know how i spend the holiday.. i try..... update my story everyday...

ahrg..i will try....keen in writting all piece of holiday memory.

the story begin:

29th april....it was pumpkin bd eve....we went to THE MINES......at the evening.....we watch IPMAN 2.....it was a story about a man call ipman....i juz noe he was bruce lee sifu.....the story end with very touch moment when ipman won the boxing competition with the english boxing king.....it symbolish the chinese proud and morality.....from the movie....i learned that the winner are not the person who has good begining.....but is the one who can resist all the challenge and fight back till the last moment...........then we took a few hour shopping after movie....then the bookstore attract us...and we brought book back....which make my pocket have a hole on it.....i guess i should tie up my hand so tat i wont spend.......then we back ukm.....on 11.30 pm....we held to kbh...to celebrate pumpkin bd on 12am.....we waited until the moment click...then chin fang knob pumpkin door and we walked in without notice by her....cause she was busying on9.....then we sang bd song which surprise her......good...we success gave her suprise....happy birthday my dear pumpkin........then we go ktho has some drink...then bc.....end ......



30th april.....today was a tired day...i check in and check out my room....so lucky tat office lady gave me room tat near my previous room....it gave me more easy job ....i dun nid to carry all the heavy from west to east distance.....but it take me abt 5+++round to finish carry all my stuff...arggggg....such tired......sweat a lot....but i was lucky...it was juz a few step away.....after 2 hour+ hard work....at the end.....i have my new room ready..........then at 6.30pm...we went out to kajang...but we lack of luck.....coz we had waited rapid for an hour....then traffic jam all the way......we hav dinner at mcd....then we go kia kia.....at putrajaya........at the curve.......bt all the way was jam with long queue of cars.....ai...we finally reach the curve..at 12am.....but all the shops close........we walked around and spend quite long time at hotel lobby relax n sitting .....then we wenr laudry...it definitely nt a dobi.....it was a bar...we went in dance a while....with all the crazy move.....and shake with the music.....then...........we bc ukm ...reach at 2 am+++......the end........