today i m filled wit emotion, mb there are some reason behind....i always cant control my emotion and been rule by it...no matter how hard i wan to supress it..it still appear.....ahrg...why it cant get out of my mind.....i think i shall learn the EQ management.....let forget about it.....let talk about my life....it seem everyday full of busy n piles of assignment, midsem, class, activities, facebooking.......everyday like running marathon, rushing do this and that....sometimes i also dunno what i m busy actually....i wonder i trying to escape many things using busy as reason....i noe in the busy i miss a lot of things, and actually many things are not running as schedule....should i stop, n think deeply about it? i seem live with my physical body without soul in me, it seem an empty inside me....somethings have missing....bt i dunno what is it? i feel empty even it look like full outsides.many thing actually cant be see by physical like our thought and feeling...what u can see just outsides....no one can understand a person, bt only u the one who understand urself better than no one else in earth..whatever feeling,suffering,happiness, sadness, angriness....and .....only urself know the feeling at the moment....no one understand even a person close to u! so, it hard to expect ppl to understand why u think like this, feel tat....coz no one gone through where u had gone...the path u taken never be the path of other......believe me, in this world, urself are the person most understand u.....
