study!!!

end ???

i wish everything over ,
so i wont suffer...
my mind keep tel me to end it,
but i still want to retain this friendship.

god ,plz dun let the condition get more worse,
or else i really choose to end
let everything go to begining
which both of us
are stranger.
and begin in the starting point

i m tired,
everyday this problem keep buzzing my mind
i cant even lose my attention on it
why i choose to suffer
rather choose to end
it because i still hope things will have turning point
but it seem only get worse

shall i just end it
and keep all memory we have
let past got
and choose to free
from this suffer.
i wish i could.

friendship

if a friendship make u tired,

if a friendship make u hurt,

if a friendship have broken,

if a friendship make both of ppl suffer,

if a friendship that no have trust,

if a friendship full of anger and disapprove,

if a friendship cant stand the obstacle,

shall it be end or continue?

Relationship or Friendship theory!!!

From my few experience, there are a conclusion I make in the relationship progress. I name it relationship theory. my hypothesis is whatever relationship whether friendship ,couple relationship...etc, it have it maximum point .it like normal curve when it reach max it will fall to lower point. When a relationship go to it higher point which that she/he is the first person remember when something happen o got some activity or both of the person spend most of time together and getting closer to the stage that you didn’t have a protection shield that u can tell her /him ur secret….then this is call critical point or maximum point. In this point ,you should be very careful that it might fall to very low point suddenly …that is argument or disagreement between two ppl. I had watch or face it on my own this kind of phenomenol. And it really make me feel worry when i m getting closer to someone. then i will make a reminder to go far a bite so to prevent such fall. It sort of trouble me how to maintain the relationship keep floating at the top. This is the question that I trying to find answer and eager to find solution. this is because i have this problem with me now.

Confuse???

i dunno how to describe my feeling o mood now.....it so complicated that even myself dun even noe what happen to me......i feel like i got some strange feeling of staying in my own world and dont feel to do and socialise with other.....it look like i want to escape from outside world and live in my own world.......this few day i sort of emotion unstabil which my mood change faster than weather....what happen to me?????Mb i sort of too stress with my study....honestly i m stress........abt many many thing besides study......i just hope everything go back normal and i can smoothly gone through this hard exam weeek.....all the best

加油!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!加油!!!!!!!!!!
大家努力奋斗,
不要忘了给身边朋友打气,
给他们鼓力吧!

EXAM TIME.....,EVERYONE JIA YOU O!!!!

Exam juz a few day coming.....i so worry i unable to finish studying..........what if i score badly this sem...........then i wont dare to see the consequence of wasting one year........i know this sem must at least score 3.0 or else i will *sob* ........so stress when thinking about it.....ai maybe this is what i need to pay for sumthing i like........Until now i still ask myself ,do i worth to take psy? bt the truth is i feel the day i gt psy,is the turning point of my life.......however this is my life .......i shall bear all and pay for the thing i get....ai,time getting shorter and i getting stress...as exam approach........however dont give up and jia you until last minutes........for those who having exam soon.......wish everyone all the best and jia you!!!!!!!

忙碌的生活动让我在不知 觉忽略了身边的事和人.对不起！XX OO 所以我一直反省,告诉自己不要盲目的跑且忘了享受过程．我会珍惜所有的一切,也记的活在当下.

memorable nite!!!

aBadi 2009
our aminuddin baki kolej dinner...at the bc is the stage...





same course n same kolej....such a fortune we can together...









my taBle 19 gang....










gifts and souvenir ...cd & towel...very nice,rite?







kolejmate hehe, we from amin n we love amin!






pose when bc kolej..hehe...we stay at same room n our relationship iss......more than fren....what do u think?hehe..i m nt les ha....




foods n drinks ....not really nice bt at least feel full at the end of dinner