Week 5 of my internship journey

This week never be the easy one!

again it was full of challenges,

yet it make my emotion rolls up and down,

this week started,

with a nervous result of handling the report last friday,

surprise,

nothing happen on monday,

which we have training that day,

but i guess my boss know what i had done,

it was so sudden she approach me,

and said how well i been train,

all her words have hidden meaning,

she din mention what i had done,

just pats my shoulder a number of time,

i still figure out what does it mean.

Then,

i thought nothing gonna happen,

i thought i was stepping on inactive bomb,

but,

another unexpected is,

finally my manager talked to me,

i guessed a good one gua,

she make things clear to me,

let me know what is the 2 priority target,

and clear my thought of impossible to reach,

it end up she does not scold me,

but taught me like a lecturer.

i received call from my uni supervisor,

she said she will pay visit on thurday,

when she came,

i intro to her what i had done,

told her all about my company,

then my supervisor meet uni supervisor,

they have a talk,

overall i think they gave good comment except i m not a good sales person,

that make me so down for the rest of the week,

not only that,

make things come together,

all make me feel i was at hell,

all things make me feel so pressure,

until i felt unbreathable,

many things keep floating in my mind,

i was so stress up until wanna to burn up,

my supervisor get me a lot stress,

and the office environment getting competitive as more intern come in,

i had to work harder to compete,

i start to realize and learn a lesson,

how cruel the world,

no matter how much effort you put,

what people see is RESULT!

what make me open my eyes is

I learn a great lesson this week,

i now more realize how important is PEOPLE SKILL!

without it you life was like SUCK!

as week pass,

thing getting stressful,

all challenges have level up,

i need to clear my emotion before i can ready for another great challenges,

since i had 2 day weekend rest,

i try to clear all the emotion rubbish,

i not sure it clear,

but no choice,

it should be clear no matter what,

on monday,

all was set to race.

i think before i end,

another good news is i manage close one sale this week,

i was relieve once the candidate sign the contract,

before,

i pray hard for no more trouble,

luckly it success close!

today,

i went all the way to pj to listen to a talk,

what she spoke like touching my inner heart,

she said:

when you so suffer that you cant go ahead,

think it was a turning point,

all the suffer happen to be teach us lesson,

to make us strong!

for a moment,

it so touch,

i can feel my eyes roll,

it touch my heart deeply.

i believe all this are some part of test,

to test how much i can be strengthen,

how far i can walk,

all this challenge is to make me growth and strong.

remember,

always thank to the person who gave u hard time,

they make u growth!

next week,

i hope i had more positive growth and mental ready for what it come,

enjoy the challenge,

and go for it!s