Week 6 of Intern

Only left 2 week,

i will finish my intern,

when flash back,

the journey was not any easy one.

i walked it full of tears and sweats,

i dunno what should i described how i feel,

in dilemma i guess,

i know i will miss my intern life,

i really feel great i walked through it,

i always realize,

when i really went thought the tough moment,

i really appreciate how far the journey i had passed,

this week,

it another great leap for me,

after 6 week struggle,

i can start harvest slowly,

in term of resume out,

i almost achieve daily target,

and approximately sent 8-10 resume out,

as more resume out,

more higher chance close sales.

close sale is what i strive each day,

but i dunno why i din feel happy at all when i close one,

i remembered my supervisor talk to me one day,

how you feel when close sale?

i said nothing at all,

i feel nothing cause waiting too long,

really truth,

i feel more pressure when close sales,

cause one i achieve a certain level,

that mean more higher level to go.

as day pass,

the environment getting compete,

it just like a war game,

every intern fight like army,

seek for achieve.

we have 2 office,

mine one is at upper floor,

we have another lower floor,

but this 2 floor,

is hell at upper and heaven at lower,

upper flower really compete like hell,

everyone want to perform,

everyday when report the number,

i can feel the tense of it,

i still have 2 week to go,

i dunno i suppose to feel relieve,

or felt great cause it gonna to end.

as i said,

it was an intense training,

it was!

this week,

i with one of my senior colleague organize june birthday party,

we discuss and plan at the day before,

domino pizza + some gift for 2 bd gals,

so we need collect 10 buck from everyone,

i incharge collect money,

while my colleague incharge order foods and buying,

my colleague was shock of my when i beg 2 candle from secret recipe,

where we really need a candle to make it like bd party.

my manager seem happy with the celebration,

she thank me before she went.

but

next day,

i hear rumor that some colleague complaint that one of colleague din join,

and some complaint why bd gals dunno nid pay,

i realize,

at work no matter how good u make,

there are people have opinion.

i start realize why they bring so many intern into office,

cause we are great tools,

it teach us a very realistic world lesson,

which the world out there was so compete,

one things i realize is

no matter how much effort you put,

people only see RESULT.

sometime, this job require luck,

same position,

same environment,

but some can achieve some cant.

effort + luck sometime play a part,

my relationship will colleague more better,

as we have more time together while at lunch,

still left 2 week,

i will left,

but now as day pass i get feel more pressure,

this week,

sales meeting,

my boss congrat a few intern include me for perform this week,

i din feel great at all,

all was stress,

it seem like i bad at stress management,

my daily work was busy non stop,

since i start work,

i never stop my hand doing work until i back from office,

i m the first or second one into office,

the last few go back,

sometime,

i wonder why i so pia,

after all,

i only had my few buck allowance,

but at the end,

i know i learn more than any intern,

cause i fall and make mistake than them,

there are a words make me go through the whole intern,

thank the person make your life difficult,

i guess i should thank to the company,

for making my intern as an intensive program,

i really thank from my heart,

for provide a great platform for me to learn.

people learn more when they fall,

we learn most when we difficult,

when life push you till the end,

what u can do is push back,

this is what i done.

still left one week + when i wrote this,

hope it was a great memory one.