at home

here i m,

at my home...

it was my very first day back here,

but i feel a sense of rushing,

many things to do and settle,

i cant feel relax for a moment.

today,

i simple go around my room,

many memory keep flash back,

all those emotions,

all those things,

remind me on my past.

once again,

i felt i lost,

it seem my future was blur,

i dunno where i will at,

i dunno what i going to be,

in future...

all are still uncertainty...

i remember i once post at fb,

the past and my future told me to appreciate this moment,

the university moment,

but soon,

i will end my university life,

the time pass like rocket,

i can imaging when i read back my blog,

i was 30 year old.

yesterday,

when on the way to airport,

i realized one things,

i keep rushing and running during university life,

i seem miss a lot of things,

i forget to slow down and think.

i walked to fast until forget to look at the scene,

i knew i had miss a lots of things.

now,

i going to grad,

it seem another new beginning,

which i felt fear and scare,

but i have to go forward,

in life,

there was no reverse.