My internship week 1 journey

The day pass so fast....

here i m,

begin my internship journey.

it was my first week.

the first week,

i describe it as SUCK!!!

it was a tough week,

with intensive training and practice,

this week,

i have 3 training,

company intro, intern expectation, & about CHANGE need in work,

everyday was input in and practice,

CALLING, DATA ENTRY, MATCHING, SEARCHING

this is what i need do everyday.

I had 50 data entry target and sales target to achieve,

all was challenging and new,

with such a short time,

i need absorb like a sponge,

honestly,

the company can provide me a good platform to learn,

i like they way of work,

which emphasis on teamwork,

it can teach me a lot of attitude which i might need for future employment,

like do more, keep improving, comm skills, how to work efficiently etc...

what i like more is they activities,

they have alternate week exercise day....

next month we have PAINT BALL GAME.

Hooray....cant wait have fun....

It teach us by the time we work,

we still have fun.

but why i cant enjoy it???

instead it stress me out..

this questions i keep ask me all the time,

mb i still adapting,

mb i still not yet ready....

but what the main reason i nt enjoy is,

as each day pass,

it prove a lot of my assumptions of realities rite,

i hurt me that i prove how the world out there.

this need time to accept.

i learn a lot life lesson this few day,

the life out there is alone,

it proved i m rite,

there are no real friend at work,

only colleagues.

so far this theory still haven disapprove from my dictionary.

However,

there are more to learn,

more lessons coming in,

i had to mental prepare as well as physical.

i shall do adjustment in term of both as well,

since this week i need

adaptation+ change + adjustment

all was NEW,

NEW ENVIRONMENT in term of work n stay,

NEW FACES,

NEW TRANSITION.

hopefully new week will turn out to be better,

wait for new report,

wishes it was positive one!

at home

here i m,

at my home...

it was my very first day back here,

but i feel a sense of rushing,

many things to do and settle,

i cant feel relax for a moment.

today,

i simple go around my room,

many memory keep flash back,

all those emotions,

all those things,

remind me on my past.

once again,

i felt i lost,

it seem my future was blur,

i dunno where i will at,

i dunno what i going to be,

in future...

all are still uncertainty...

i remember i once post at fb,

the past and my future told me to appreciate this moment,

the university moment,

but soon,

i will end my university life,

the time pass like rocket,

i can imaging when i read back my blog,

i was 30 year old.

yesterday,

when on the way to airport,

i realized one things,

i keep rushing and running during university life,

i seem miss a lot of things,

i forget to slow down and think.

i walked to fast until forget to look at the scene,

i knew i had miss a lots of things.

now,

i going to grad,

it seem another new beginning,

which i felt fear and scare,

but i have to go forward,

in life,

there was no reverse.

一个人

一个人，

不懂它是我的习惯了，

不知，

从何时开始，

我越向往一个人的生活，

一个人，

住一间房，

一个人，

逛街，吃饭。。。

一个人，

做我想做的事。。。

今天，

我又一个人，

坐在Starbucks,

喝着我爱的咖啡。。。

我可能爱上这种一个人的生活，

但无可否认，

有时，

我会感的很孤单。。。

真的寂寞到极点，

不懂，

我又不是没有朋友，

但我还是一个人。。。

还是我已习惯一个人了，

从小到大，

我都是。。。

有时，

我蛮喜欢这样的生活，

一个人到处走。。

坐着喝着我爱的咖啡。。。

虽然，

偶尔感到孤单寂寞，

但还是很享受着这种生活。。。

想当初的我

记忆就像是一片卡带。。。它带我回到当初的我，

想起当初的我，

懵懵懂懂的进入大学，

离开了家乡，

踏入个将靠自已的生活。。

走进一个陌生世界里。

想当初的我，

因拿到不喜欢科目而努力转科，

为了读心里学，

我针扎了好久，

最后才能读到我要的那科，

这一却给我更深的体验。

想起当初的我，

为了我的梦想和想要，

走进那坦克的道路，

还记得那天，

当我知道我需拿完整个课程时，

可能面对延毕，

我是多么的低落，

多么的无助。

但我还是很庆幸我做对选择，

我从没后悔我走这条路。

想起当初，

我踏进心里学这班，

对那里的一切很陌生，

还好有恩万带我认识那里的一切，

还有认识了一班同学，

使我的大学生活过的精彩缤纷。

想当初的我，

只知道几个朋友，

在大学里我认识好多朋友，

他们让我的大学旅程不寂寞又精彩，

在低潮时，

我有他们的关心，

当我要帮忙时，

他们就会伸出援手，

没有他们我的日子真的不好过。

想当初的我，

是一个人，

现在的我有了psykid这大家庭，

它是我的另一个家。。。

我们在一起上课，出去玩，一起做了好多事情。。。。

没有这个家庭，

我的大学生活会只有黑白而已。

想起当初的我，

为了让我的大学生活变得更充实，

我参与了不少活动，

从中学习了好多，

也成长了一些。

想当初的我，

还是一个无知天真的小孩，

对人生的一却无所领悟，

也不知自已要什么，

来到大学我领悟好多人生道理，

上了好多堂的人生课，

也学会很多人生的真理。

想当初的我，

一直想要自由，

离开家，为了能自由飞翔，

但这也使我从中知道，

离开使我更珍惜家和家人，

远离才让我感受到我很爱我的爸妈，

它也让我知道家永远是最好的。

想当初的我，

花钱没经过三思，

想买什么就跟爸妈讨钱，

当爸妈不在身旁，

一却都要自理，

这使我更懂得省钱，

花在该花的东西，

也少买名牌的东西。

想起一路走来的日子，

跌跌起起，

面对和很多情绪，

面对了好多事情，

面对了好多挫折，

但这一却都过了，

这一却我都走过了，

未来得我，

要走另一个新的旅程，

当初的我，永远会在我记忆里！

A Cup of Coffee,

to clear my tireness,

to let me alert,

to release my pressure,

to calm my high raise emotion,

to start work on my thesis.

I seem to depend on it this few day,

i know it a way to release my stress.

only with a cup of coffee,

it can cheer me up,

at least,

A cup of coffee,

can make my life a little bit better.

IN FUTURE, WHERE WE WILL HEAD?

Suddenly this come into my mind,

Let said in 5 year time or maybe 10 year time,

Where, who we will be/at?

Everyone head to their path,

Some achieve their dream,

Maybe i will find my dream and way to achieve it,

Will i meet u all?

Do i have chance to meet you all?

How differ we will be?

All sort of questions,

Keep pop out my mind....

Maybe this is pre-graduation sympton,

The day haven come,

But my mind has start to play the memory we together,

It show how much i care the moment we together,

I dunno once we apart,

When we will meet?

Or maybe we will never meet.

However,

i would like to thank for the moment we together,

All of u have make my life brighter and better.

菩提之夜2011

3月5日，7时-11时

筹备了一个月多。。。就为了这一天。。。。

其实，我是在其妙的因缘下当了筹委。。。

一直我都很想参与佛教活动，

但很多因缘不足，错过好几次，

所以我跟自已说，

最后一年了，我要完成我一直想但没做的事，

在奇迹之下。。。我有了这机会。。。

我和秋燕负责舞台设计与道具组。。。

我们要买材料，画布景，做道具。。。

整个筹办的过程。。我都很享受。。。

真的没感到压力。。。可能我不是因为做而做，

是付出我内心的去做。。。

很感谢和感恩当我们需要帮忙时，

有些已毕业的学长回来帮忙，

有wan lin 和 ah lee 给我们一臂之力，

好感谢你们。。。。

菩提之夜，

它让我的大学生涯画上美好的句点。

画画彩彩布景

努力的读剧本。。。。加油

我和我的patner....

我的得杰作。。。看到它挂上去好开心。。。我们大家的心血。。。。谢谢你们让它能诞生。。。

舞台设计与道具组。。。幕后的我们！！！