How is your life?

How is your life?

I asked myself,

Maybe good maybe not,

why?

because sometime i feel life was good,

but most of the time i not feel so!

why?

There are always many why questions i asked to myself..

I live with roller coaster emotion changes,

Sometime up sometime down,

my life always change,

change that too fast before i adapt,

today is like this,

tomorrow is differ!

but honestly this is life...

I sense many change in me,

I not longer the person i thought i was last time...

maybe i still in self-exploration period,

there are many thought have changed...

good or bad change? i dunno,

cause things happen for it's reason, i believe that!

when look back on my life past few month,

i feel blessed, gratitude,

along my way to next stage of my life,

there are many people who assist & accompany all the way,

when i need help,

there are people kind to do me a favour....

i really feel thankful for it!

but at some point of life,

i know my life lack of something,

this things i still looking for it!

something that can be the reason for me to be here!

i belief everyone have they mission in life,

whatever it is,

it is the one who move and drive you,

i have mine,

yet i not sure it is what i want.

since we live once in this life,

i always ask,

how can i make this life worth to live.

maybe

do some contribution!!

yeah....

i was thinking,

the mission which make me alive,

not only because of my parents,

but,

to make positive change or impact to people,

no matter it big or small,

i willing to contribute,

i want to be contributor!

Is this i want?

Yes for current moment!

i need more time to prove this is what i want!

Ask yourself,

do u ever deeply think,

what reason you on earth?

There must be a reason!

We live this moment must have purpose!

Just we dont realize!