speechless!!hopeless!!helplessness!!!

many thing happen to me recently.....which countless
since it countless, of course i getting tiring....
i understand everyone hav differ thinking,
and oso perception to see on something...
the same thing,
one person can think as easy as abc
while the other think in very complicate way,
differ view differ opinion differ way of thinking...it look sort of normal
bt
i can make something worse...
like today i dunno how we express each other feeling ...
until we look like we use differ language .....
it like duck n chicken talk....
it never never never hav good ending
coz we both din try to listen n understanding each other..
look like both of us too stick to our point...
n at the end....i really speechless......
besides speechless i oso feel hopeless and helplessness............
i kind of feeling we getting far and far away...
nt only in our thinking bt also our heart,
i wonder how long this condition will going too,
both of us have our mindset abt each other,
it fact that we cant change ppl mindset,
if someone think we are like tat,
even u hav change,
the mindset in mind will remain same.
each of us talk like we are tat person,
each of us think like we are tat person,
bt actually we Are differ person,
and very very differ person....
i kind of hopeless how long this will continue,
i feel hopeless that my wish that thing gonna better
i feel hopeless.........
it seem it gonna sink n always become history ....and we never appear become like before....
time will pass,
soon it will become less intense ,to ignorance, to stranger......gua
mb will only to the lower level of hi and bye...
i feel helpless,since this wont in my control
i will let it go..........
like the ballon flew into air....
all the bad moment jus let it flew away.....
n the good always keep in mind......
whatever how it gonna be...
i will let god decide....
however i m ready to accept the worse....
bt i din wish it happen.