Home ~~

Maybe i have fly to long, Until i dunno how to back home, for the first few day at home, i doesnt have the feeling back at home, i keep asking myself, why don`t i feel happy to be home, what wrong with me, it look like i forget to bring my heart back.... but, today to very last few hour, which i gonna to left this home, and said goodbye to my parents, the feeling of home is coming back. suddenly i felt myself very lucky, who live in comfort zone, who being care like i was princess at home, who live in happiness, which i din take time to enjoy those moment. due to the fast n hurry steps i took, which always make me forget my own self,my origin... i forget to slow down my pace, and enjoy every moment in life. i love my mom n dad, i love my home, i wish i could be there with them, always with them, bt i have to leave them, to find a real me, a me that i can depend on myself, and could stand with my own foot.... i want to be an independent person, who can take care my own... i love being care by them, bt actually too much care can be harm sometimes, i want the grow in me. i wish this 3 year at uni, will make me a better person, i wish one day when i back here, i m nt me again, i m a better me.