TWO ‘HER’ I ADMIRE!
Of course I won`t tell who are they. But they really influence me a lot. But one thing’s for sure is that both of them have quite the same behavior and attitude. Maybe is they common attitude make me admire them. One day, I sit down and think. Why I admire them? What make me admire them? In a flash of light, I Know the answer .It was because THEY HAVE SOMETHING that I LACK OF. I WANT TO BE LIKE THEM. It was they have the attitude I want myself to have. What attitude? It was not fear to present them emotion, not fear to reject other, not fear to express them feeling. It all about FEAR! I simply fear when doing a lot of things. It set me back and makes me lost a lot of chance .It pretty sad. I think my fear is come from failure and rejection. It my negative experiences that make me become so afraid to lose and reject. Let me tell the story about them. In fact, both of them are the great people and successful in certain area . First Her ,she really good in academic and social life. She has her own personality. Haha , quite fierce and brave. She really good in scolding and argue with people. Ai, I think she should become debater. Sure she can be the best debater. Cause she got a bunch of reason to fight her fact with you. As long as she got her point, she with argue with you until you raise white flag! she is a straight forward person, if she dislike or unapproved what you doing, her face surely show everything .Ha, when she angry ,you better run away ,cause her voice can be cover five km area and can make you lose you hearing. So awesome leh, so every time she angry, no one dare to make any noise. All people worry they might be her target of shooting. Now, let talk about the other Her. She quite success in her career. At her young age ,she can consider a successful person. At first sight, she really acts and behavior certain ways like the first HER that I admire. I feel them somewhere alike. A certain movement or expression so much like the other HER. Sometime, I question whether they are twin in mental. Even physical alike twin doesn`t mean mentally alike. When I first saw her, she really look fierce like a tiger gonna to eat me. Then after get along with her sometime, I feel she only a bit aggressive nia. She really a playful and humor person. But when she angry she will tear off the whole building. And she makes u feel shame by scolding u in front of other. Luckily I haven`t be her target yet. But when she really in mood, she will treat u like your best friend, laughing and playing with you. The most common thing between them is they like to bully me and make me look like so pity. Then smile for the winning. They always saying something that make me jump high and make me uneasy …then they feel satisfies .how can got people like them? What to do, I m a strange person that like someone behave aggressive and oppose me. It so sweet and wonderful to have person we admire. It make me care a single move and single way they act. In order ways, they can be my teacher to fight with my fear. Moreover it really sweet to think all they good DEED to me and replay all memory about them really make me feel wonderful and sweet. One thing is they BAD and GOOD is not a matter for me anymore. Cause they plant a good image in my mind. Hope they have a bright and wonderful future.
Of course I won`t tell who are they. But they really influence me a lot. But one thing’s for sure is that both of them have quite the same behavior and attitude. Maybe is they common attitude make me admire them. One day, I sit down and think. Why I admire them? What make me admire them? In a flash of light, I Know the answer .It was because THEY HAVE SOMETHING that I LACK OF. I WANT TO BE LIKE THEM. It was they have the attitude I want myself to have. What attitude? It was not fear to present them emotion, not fear to reject other, not fear to express them feeling. It all about FEAR! I simply fear when doing a lot of things. It set me back and makes me lost a lot of chance .It pretty sad. I think my fear is come from failure and rejection. It my negative experiences that make me become so afraid to lose and reject. Let me tell the story about them. In fact, both of them are the great people and successful in certain area . First Her ,she really good in academic and social life. She has her own personality. Haha , quite fierce and brave. She really good in scolding and argue with people. Ai, I think she should become debater. Sure she can be the best debater. Cause she got a bunch of reason to fight her fact with you. As long as she got her point, she with argue with you until you raise white flag! she is a straight forward person, if she dislike or unapproved what you doing, her face surely show everything .Ha, when she angry ,you better run away ,cause her voice can be cover five km area and can make you lose you hearing. So awesome leh, so every time she angry, no one dare to make any noise. All people worry they might be her target of shooting. Now, let talk about the other Her. She quite success in her career. At her young age ,she can consider a successful person. At first sight, she really acts and behavior certain ways like the first HER that I admire. I feel them somewhere alike. A certain movement or expression so much like the other HER. Sometime, I question whether they are twin in mental. Even physical alike twin doesn`t mean mentally alike. When I first saw her, she really look fierce like a tiger gonna to eat me. Then after get along with her sometime, I feel she only a bit aggressive nia. She really a playful and humor person. But when she angry she will tear off the whole building. And she makes u feel shame by scolding u in front of other. Luckily I haven`t be her target yet. But when she really in mood, she will treat u like your best friend, laughing and playing with you. The most common thing between them is they like to bully me and make me look like so pity. Then smile for the winning. They always saying something that make me jump high and make me uneasy …then they feel satisfies .how can got people like them? What to do, I m a strange person that like someone behave aggressive and oppose me. It so sweet and wonderful to have person we admire. It make me care a single move and single way they act. In order ways, they can be my teacher to fight with my fear. Moreover it really sweet to think all they good DEED to me and replay all memory about them really make me feel wonderful and sweet. One thing is they BAD and GOOD is not a matter for me anymore. Cause they plant a good image in my mind. Hope they have a bright and wonderful future.
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