Rejections

i believe everyone doesn't like it,
some even fear of it,
i m the one who fear of it,
it was hard to face the rejections that appear,
some even harder to rejects other,
i m the one too,
who fear to say 'no' when it need.
since December,
i started collect data for my thesis,
i had face many rejections,
from the first moment i started,
fear have already run into my body,
i asked many but some rejected me,
when i thought about my target,
200 subjects seem so far from me,
in my mind,
i can imagine i need to ask 200 people to fill my survey,
wow,it such a large amount,
but day after day,
rejections and fear of its,
getting less but yet i still have,
by the end of the day,
i manage to collect 154 subject,
it not much but i had try hard,
i photocopied 350 copies,
i guess i had been reject 100+,
but, rejections make me grow,
i learned to accept,
i learned to thank for rejection and keep the smile with me,
even thought many time it weaken my motivation,
yet,
i keep going and cheer up,
the next person wont like to help me with sour look,
so, the smile had to be with me,
what the great lesson i learn is,
how to keep up the energy when it come,
how to overcome the fear of it,
so far,
i guess i had experienced it,
for me,
rejections is just another milestone to success,
the theory i know,
no matter anythings,
we sure face 'bad' before we feel the 'good',
there are many 'no' before we hear 'yes',
it just a principle of life.
which i ready to accept it,
and lack fear of it.