2 - 5 may

this few day i still jobless......without anything important to do........i did a rough planning for my holiday.....and realize i have many things to keep myself busy....finaly i can feel the busier and feel active.....i meet lecturer to know more about thesis which coming soon next sem......it haven start yet....but i start to worry ....arghh...mb i too free for nothing and keep worrying......on 4 may i went sx zong chuan cheng.....far more than expected that it finish early....it mean to me.....that it was the end of my journey in sx......it was a year journey....i finish all the way..........it was an relieve ...since my burden have throw away......

i was so careless and forgetful that i forget bring purse out ...so no money to use.....but my friend borrow me...lucky....i kind of living without money for 2 day....whatever need money....my friend help me to pay first....it kind of feeling unsecure.......i hate no money feeling ....esp during tis holiday...i had strive to tight up my budget.......but yet i still spend a lot...........i try to save but i still spend...........without any cash in my hand......it kind of suffer....many things i cant do ....many thing i cant buy.....

one more things surprise me......when i intro myself as psychology student to juniors....their really surprise and they cried ohhhhhhh......oh my god.....they must misunderstood...actuali no only them....many .......think that psychology can know what other feels.....can see though ppl thinking............like we are scanner....can scan ppl thought....but tat no true ...i nt differ frm those who not studying it........i juz normal person who know more about human ........it kind of disturbing me ...when many ppl think like tat.....even i try correct them....but schema.....perception ......it hard to change....i still lack of skills.....actualy i quite wory to tel someone i m psychology students......coz i feel i m nt qualified.....many things i still not known.......many things i need to learn........... i juz a psychology student not a psychologist......... my holiday plan