end ???

i wish everything over ,
so i wont suffer...
my mind keep tel me to end it,
but i still want to retain this friendship.

god ,plz dun let the condition get more worse,
or else i really choose to end
let everything go to begining
which both of us
are stranger.
and begin in the starting point

i m tired,
everyday this problem keep buzzing my mind
i cant even lose my attention on it
why i choose to suffer
rather choose to end
it because i still hope things will have turning point
but it seem only get worse

shall i just end it
and keep all memory we have
let past got
and choose to free
from this suffer.
i wish i could.