Stresss!!!

see how messy my table n bed...ai look at those papers n books,argh still gt a lt to study.....

ahrggggg,when i can get out of jail????/so tired to pia liaw....my heart and my whole mind keep struggle ...no mood to study ahhhh,cham ,tmr i gt german test bt still din feel wan to touch it at all.....a pile of books on my table n my bed as well...can`t stand at all...how i gonna to continue my life in the prison!!!! hope exam will pass soonnnn n very sooon so i hav the freedom to do wat i enjoy to....hang

out...watch tv....and all sort of things that nt need being feel pressure and stress abt.....it really suffer to do something that u dun like ...it like wat i doing now..study a course i dun even hav any interest to make me go ahead...oh my god,,what type of challenge n roadblock u try to put on me...i just worry i mightg nt able to carry that much push o force and at the end i might become crazy o psycho..no matter how elastic a rubberband,it will turn into 2 if too much strength of pull put on it....i din hope i become like tat o i won`t let myself face this situation....i will move forward even no direction,the only thing is i always LOST in the way!!!all the best ....